a regret
I found out that guy I fooled around with is just your average FUCKING player. I really havet talked to him since the last time I saw him (which was before school) and thought maybe Id atleast go out on another date or something with him. But now I know this and I feel so ripped off that he was the first guy I did anything with and so sad at the same time. Im trying not to think of it as much as possible cause I can feel myself breaking down inside and I know I'll start crying about it. Im so mad at him. I deleted him off my buddy lists, took his phone number out of my phone and deleted his email address from all my email accounts. FUCKING MAN WHORE!!