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Wow, I haven't written here for a really long time.
I'm kind of missing something right now; something in me is not balanced and I am not acting well. I've been incredibly discontent, annoyed, impatient, angry...all of which I feel are not very becoming of me. Which is odd because I have been waiting for summer break for so long, and I'm finally home. Perhaps it's just the readjustment stage.
My insecurities are becoming more than just a pain in the ass and I'm slightly concerned I'm going to mess something up with someone down the line. I know things are not how they feel right now, but I can't seem to trust that knowledge, and am suddenly feeling very vunerable and somewhat insignificant, which again, is not very becoming of me.
I'm kind of missing something right now; something in me is not balanced and I am not acting well. I've been incredibly discontent, annoyed, impatient, angry...all of which I feel are not very becoming of me. Which is odd because I have been waiting for summer break for so long, and I'm finally home. Perhaps it's just the readjustment stage.
My insecurities are becoming more than just a pain in the ass and I'm slightly concerned I'm going to mess something up with someone down the line. I know things are not how they feel right now, but I can't seem to trust that knowledge, and am suddenly feeling very vunerable and somewhat insignificant, which again, is not very becoming of me.