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9-14-2005 from ates journal hahahhhhah
dream:
ceren is furious and crying and gets in my car. eric and i somehow end up in the back seat, trying to calm her down. she's chasing someone ahead of us down. some boy, i don't think anyone we know, i remember not recognizing his name. she's speeding after his car weaving in and out of traffic. eric and i keep trying to talk to her but she just keeps yelling and crying. traffic gets heavy and she's still ducking in and out of cars. we try to grab the wheel and end up scraping against this car right in front of a police. so now i assume we're being chased. and i keep yelling at her to pull over and she's saying something like "he can't do this to me." i feel nothing but pure desperation. there are train tracks way ahead of us, and the crossing start coming down. now im begging her to stop, but we're close and still speeding up and she says something like "dont worry i got this" right before we're about to pass the train shows up. we all freeze and there's this feeling of floating and slow motion. i assume we're all dead.
and then i wake up kind of traumatized.
ceren, don't do this.
dream:
ceren is furious and crying and gets in my car. eric and i somehow end up in the back seat, trying to calm her down. she's chasing someone ahead of us down. some boy, i don't think anyone we know, i remember not recognizing his name. she's speeding after his car weaving in and out of traffic. eric and i keep trying to talk to her but she just keeps yelling and crying. traffic gets heavy and she's still ducking in and out of cars. we try to grab the wheel and end up scraping against this car right in front of a police. so now i assume we're being chased. and i keep yelling at her to pull over and she's saying something like "he can't do this to me." i feel nothing but pure desperation. there are train tracks way ahead of us, and the crossing start coming down. now im begging her to stop, but we're close and still speeding up and she says something like "dont worry i got this" right before we're about to pass the train shows up. we all freeze and there's this feeling of floating and slow motion. i assume we're all dead.
and then i wake up kind of traumatized.
ceren, don't do this.