sleepy
i am sooooo tired. why am i so tired all the time??? i had a really weird night last night, i just don't understand people, i feel strange. i want to go the park on monday and do nothing but smoke and read, and maybe take a nap. i really wish that i could find someone that i would want to take with me to the park, someone who wouldn't think that it was a boring idea, someone who knows the value of a comfortable silence, someone that i can talk to about nonsense and not feel nonsensical. jesus, i want to lay outside in the sun on a blanket and stare up at the sky through a canopy of summer leaves, i want to feel content and safe and excited all at the same time.
HOLY SHIT. i have no idea where any of that prattle came from, i thought all of my romantic fantasies were dead. i guess i was wrong. maybe i have a hormonal imbalance. hmmmmmmm....i'm such a freaking chick sometimes.
HOLY SHIT. i have no idea where any of that prattle came from, i thought all of my romantic fantasies were dead. i guess i was wrong. maybe i have a hormonal imbalance. hmmmmmmm....i'm such a freaking chick sometimes.