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Its been fun since i got back from up north. Thought i'd miss the caseville kids a lot more then i really do. Being with Nick all the time makes me happy. And hanging out with Nick and Cam is sure to always be a hell of a crazy time. I think Cam is just as crazy as Mark was. Its good to hang out with Cam cuz it reminds me of the crazy times with Mark. Last nite was interesting. Me n Nick n Cam n Lindsay O. Hmmm Mcdonalds people really must think we are insane..lol every day same time. Either Nuggets or hashbrowns lol. I love it.
Mark. I couldn't sleep this morning... I kept thinking about you... About the time Me n You n Charlie went to Hooters. I think that was the first time we actually hung out outside of work. How you n Charlie drove all the way to my school to pick me up, and then we went alll the way back out to Hooters lol. I remember it like it was yesterday, how you made charlie sit in the back so i could have shotgun, and how i put in the Switchfoot cd and you sang all loud to Dare you to move. I was all scared on the expressway cuz you drove insannneee. lol. How you kept switchin lanes and gettin real close. And i had to close my eyes cuz i thought we were dead...lol when you went really fast and tried to switch lanes but there was no lane there... lol wow i miss those days. Then Charlie said "Oh don't worry, Marks a bad driver, but he's reallly really good at it. We won't crash" lol Nice words charlie. Then how we ate, and on the way home i squealed your tires. You dropped me back off at the school, and then called me two minutes later to say you missed me already. Everytime i ever did anything fun i called you and we talked about our nights and what we did, and how stupid we were that day. I wanted to call you so bad this morning and tell you everything about how cam is insane and how nick is so awesome, i wanted to hear you say like always "Linds what do you want this early" and i wanted to hear your laugh and then say " Linds your my best friend, i love you" But i cant hear it anymore, and its eating me up inside. I miss you so much. So So SO much. I still can't believe your gone. Can't believe...... I love You Mark. I love You.