Fucked Up
Well today found out that my best friend Marcus was killed. What a fuckin thing to find out. What a thing. Mark Alore, Marcus, My baby, My best friend, MY marcus is gone, mine. The kid who told me he loved me since the day he met me, the one who made me smile whenever i was sad, told me i was beautiful, the one who was always there for me. He kept me alive through my troubles with Brad, he loved me when no one else did. He told me that one day we were gonna get married, and that we were gonna have kids. I remember we sat there and i wanted to name them Marcus Junior, and mark said no that he wanted to name them Timmy Jimmy, all of them, and we could call them tj 1, tj2 ... Marcus was my best friend, IS my best friend, and i cant believe that your gone mark. You can't be gone. I just, fuck , i dont kno what to say.
** MARCUS THIS IS FOR YOU **
I love you Marcus, more then you will ever know. All the time we spent together, everyday, at work, after work when we said we were still workin, goin out to eat, going bowling, listenin to your tight ass subs, wow you always had the best subs, man and the fun we had in your car. Man, wow, and your sisters car at that. Just the dumb things we did. Lol. How i swear to god you had to have run over your friends foot or hit the van goin 60 through the parkin lot, dont kno how we pulled that one off. How I stole your car, and you jumped on top and charlie jumped on back..and i drove around the neighborhood with you and charlie on top of the car. How you drove crazy on the expressway and i had to close my eyes, and shit eatin at hooters, me you n charlie ... the pictures on my computer, your beautiful hair. How you let me drive your car and we almost went into the ditch, lol i never did crash your car tho, kinda wish i would have now, cuz our bargain if i crashed, damn marcus i love you so much. This winter when we went to charlie's house and it was snowin and you went really fast and pulled the e-brake, and we went spinnin and i thought we were gonna hit the telephone pole. But it was fun. And Makin out with you at the bowling alley in front of your girfriend's friends so that she would brake up with you, and damn all the times we spent in your room talkin about how we were gonna live together and get married, and have kids. It's raining outside right now, and its reflecting my emotions. Marcus i just talked to you two days ago about how you and your girlfriend were doing, and how you really liked her, and how we would still love eachother no matter what. Marcus for real, i can't believe your gone. You meant everything to me. EVERYTHING. I'm not sure i'll be able to function without you.You were my baby, my BEST FRIEND. How could someone shoot you? You Marcus, you, why you? Marcus i will never forget you. I'll never forget anything from the 1st time i saw you until the last time i saw you. LFO is you, i love you. the DMF..wow. Marcus Marcus Marcus. I LOVE YOU, Rest In Peace baby, I will see you again someday, but till then, You'll be in my heart! * I love you -Love Always *Lindsey Nicole Woolwine
*A hundred days had made me older
since the last time that I've saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappear now when I’m dreaming of your face
I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me
The miles just keep rollin
as the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
but I hope that it gets better as we go
I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me
Everything I know,
and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls,
when it’s all said and done
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me