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After a long absence I’ve returned to LJ.
I’ve been keeping up reading about everyone’s on-goings and that’s what has really inspired this entry. This is really in response to the YRUUers after reading their accounts of the last rally.
Lately I’ve been struggling over the decision of whether or not to go to YA SWUUSI this summer. You must think, well that’s a silly question Kate, but for me it was a hard question to balance. There were some complications at the end of last summer that I’ll refrain from expanding upon but in the last few months I’ve taken it more to heart. And the more I thought about it the more often it came about in my dreams. People I love dearly and miss terribly, our histories, our conversations, and most importantly the unspoken respect and love in hugs and cuddle puddles have been constantly infiltrating my dreams. Then the question changed to, how could I consider not going because of one situation and miss out seeing the most important people of my life.
It was nice to pop into the Austin Rally last fall and surprise everyone and realize what part of you had felt empty. You’d think at UT it’d be easy to meet and make tons of friends but surprisingly it’s not. Everyone keeps distant. I’ve slowly made friends that are the real deal and remind me of the UU kids. They are compassionate, and thoughtful, witty, and entertaining; the kind of friends that drive you.
School is intense but I love it and I love Austin. This place is geared to me and my personality. And if I can make it through this month, then I can make it through anything. Don’t worry I like living in the library lol. But I am looking forward to the summer. Every day the weather becomes more and more wonderful, and the trees and flowers are in full bloom on campus, simply breathtaking. I try to spend as much time as I can possibly squeeze out of my day outside, reading, napping, whatever.
Alright well I’m off to my classics lecture. I love you and I’ll see you in Ardmore.
I’ve been keeping up reading about everyone’s on-goings and that’s what has really inspired this entry. This is really in response to the YRUUers after reading their accounts of the last rally.
Lately I’ve been struggling over the decision of whether or not to go to YA SWUUSI this summer. You must think, well that’s a silly question Kate, but for me it was a hard question to balance. There were some complications at the end of last summer that I’ll refrain from expanding upon but in the last few months I’ve taken it more to heart. And the more I thought about it the more often it came about in my dreams. People I love dearly and miss terribly, our histories, our conversations, and most importantly the unspoken respect and love in hugs and cuddle puddles have been constantly infiltrating my dreams. Then the question changed to, how could I consider not going because of one situation and miss out seeing the most important people of my life.
It was nice to pop into the Austin Rally last fall and surprise everyone and realize what part of you had felt empty. You’d think at UT it’d be easy to meet and make tons of friends but surprisingly it’s not. Everyone keeps distant. I’ve slowly made friends that are the real deal and remind me of the UU kids. They are compassionate, and thoughtful, witty, and entertaining; the kind of friends that drive you.
School is intense but I love it and I love Austin. This place is geared to me and my personality. And if I can make it through this month, then I can make it through anything. Don’t worry I like living in the library lol. But I am looking forward to the summer. Every day the weather becomes more and more wonderful, and the trees and flowers are in full bloom on campus, simply breathtaking. I try to spend as much time as I can possibly squeeze out of my day outside, reading, napping, whatever.
Alright well I’m off to my classics lecture. I love you and I’ll see you in Ardmore.