Hey....
"ALL I NEED IS JUST... one chance,one kiss,one night to show oyu what you mean to me. One chance to spend the day with you & to show you how were so alike. One KISS to prove were more than just friends && one night to hold you tight...."
Wow does anyone stil use this... so much has changed since i have last used this thing ive lived laughed loved learned. cried and changed. im 17 now... i kno i hardly use this but i think since not to many ppl use this anymore i might just once in a while post something. Well lets see where to begin my life has changed so much Im still in love with that one person but know that nothing is going to change with him.and i know that but he will always be the one that is in the back of my head. im still single probably because i wish for the past to become my future. Ive made new friends but still have and talk to the people that are what i consider my bestfriends. but truely i only have 2 bestfriends that i would die if anything happened 2 because they know me the best and are just amazing. ive learned to not dwell over things because the time it takes you to be sad the time ur loosing to be happy. im still working... i really have learned a lot became really close with some people there and that is prob the only reason that im still there... the people (well some of them)i am still dancing and i love it im not on cheer no more because something went wrong and it sucks. but i really just wish that i could be with someone that loves me for me.. wants to hold me give me kisses on the forehead and says i love you just out of no where to make me smile. i wanna be able to call u or text u whenever to see how ur days going. i wanna find someone that knows i might be busy but wants to come see me at work and just be with me lay with me kiss me in the rain i wanna find the one that is ment for me... i want you... but thats not goin to happen. seriously i have changed so much some for the good some that didnt change anything about my life... i guess i just wanna be happy... and not the fake happpy i wanna truely be happpy...school is school family has changed since i got a job =[ friends have moved on left us and just changed for the worse. i really sometimes wish i could just go back in time to where me and you became.. something and wish that i didnt fuck it up like i did cuz now i regret what happened but i dont regret me and you never... idk. but i guess thats enough!! =[ feeling a little down wish things could be good for me......
Wow does anyone stil use this... so much has changed since i have last used this thing ive lived laughed loved learned. cried and changed. im 17 now... i kno i hardly use this but i think since not to many ppl use this anymore i might just once in a while post something. Well lets see where to begin my life has changed so much Im still in love with that one person but know that nothing is going to change with him.and i know that but he will always be the one that is in the back of my head. im still single probably because i wish for the past to become my future. Ive made new friends but still have and talk to the people that are what i consider my bestfriends. but truely i only have 2 bestfriends that i would die if anything happened 2 because they know me the best and are just amazing. ive learned to not dwell over things because the time it takes you to be sad the time ur loosing to be happy. im still working... i really have learned a lot became really close with some people there and that is prob the only reason that im still there... the people (well some of them)i am still dancing and i love it im not on cheer no more because something went wrong and it sucks. but i really just wish that i could be with someone that loves me for me.. wants to hold me give me kisses on the forehead and says i love you just out of no where to make me smile. i wanna be able to call u or text u whenever to see how ur days going. i wanna find someone that knows i might be busy but wants to come see me at work and just be with me lay with me kiss me in the rain i wanna find the one that is ment for me... i want you... but thats not goin to happen. seriously i have changed so much some for the good some that didnt change anything about my life... i guess i just wanna be happy... and not the fake happpy i wanna truely be happpy...school is school family has changed since i got a job =[ friends have moved on left us and just changed for the worse. i really sometimes wish i could just go back in time to where me and you became.. something and wish that i didnt fuck it up like i did cuz now i regret what happened but i dont regret me and you never... idk. but i guess thats enough!! =[ feeling a little down wish things could be good for me......