Aug 17, 2005 20:47
well, its a wednesday night, & i hear the storm beyond the keyboard. & im thinking about the rough, crazy, wonderful, bazarr, grateful life im living @ the time. & on the way home from dance, a huge storm was coming, i could hear the thunder like a train in the distance. & the lightning flashed like like a camera freezing a great moment in time. & i was listening to rascal flats song, skin, & things were running through my head faster than your nerves reacting to a pinch. i dont know. i complain about so many things but really i should just be thankful. i miss this one boy so much, & i didnt realize i felt this way. but i should fret, i should thank God that i had the chance to meet him & even exchange words with him + a kiss or two :). & so many more other incedents that bother me or hurt my feelings, i should be grateful that i had the experience to learn from or fix.
blah blah blah, i dont even know what im saying. that doesnt even make since... oh well