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well well well, its seems to be time to update.
well, actually theres not a certain time to update, just whenever i feel like doing it lol
um theres nothing much to say except school & older great friends of mine heading off to college which make me so sad inside. & then those older friends of mine that aren't going to college this year, will next year. gosh, i didnt realize that when writting this i was going to get so upset & cry. but i mean you know, you have those people that just make you laugh & make you so happy & then you have to think that they wont be there soon. what does that mean? to me it means a life without the same smiles you used to have. if you ask me, every person gives you a certain smile not one is alike, & now my laughter will be empty with those they have gone, grown up, & left. im so young it seems but i know such wonderful older people that i care for so much. they may not feel so close to me, but i have that smile connection with them. they give me that one smile & im forever their friend. -- if you are leaving me, please remember me, at least keep me in the back of your mind. who knows, maybe you'll miss the smile i used to give you..? I LOVE YOU ALL!
yikes, lol after wiping away the tears & remembering theres still a few days left lol. hopefully im going to ryans lakehouse friday boy oh boy will that be fun! i will never forget the first time i went there though!! gosh nothing went right lol. but it was so hilalrious!!! especially ryan dropping his wallet in the golf cart & we can't find it, but eventually we do & my hand is stuck! ahahahaha great times! so hopefully it will be more fun this time. : )
uh i suppose thats all of my thoughts 4 now.
comment if you would like.