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wow. after going through and reading my journal, I realize that I've grown up even more. Thats good, I guess?
So I'm working really hard on my language. I haven't physically said the "F" word in about a week, though I've typed it out, lol.
Whoo.
now I just need to grow up and start applying for college and scholarships and junk of that sort.
I dont know if I really want to go to college.
whats the point?
deeh, I know the answer to that.
college education = better job = more money = better lifestyle.
deeh, I need to quit dreaming so much. thats all I do.
Dream + spin
Dream + play
Dream + not pay attention in class = bad grades = less likely to get into a good college = ??
Deeh.
I'm smarttt. I know it. I just need to quit dreaming when I should be paying attention.
but its so harddd.
meh. I guess I'm gonna go sleep.
or read grays anatomy.
Kailey = nerdd.
deeh.
So I'm working really hard on my language. I haven't physically said the "F" word in about a week, though I've typed it out, lol.
Whoo.
now I just need to grow up and start applying for college and scholarships and junk of that sort.
I dont know if I really want to go to college.
whats the point?
deeh, I know the answer to that.
college education = better job = more money = better lifestyle.
deeh, I need to quit dreaming so much. thats all I do.
Dream + spin
Dream + play
Dream + not pay attention in class = bad grades = less likely to get into a good college = ??
Deeh.
I'm smarttt. I know it. I just need to quit dreaming when I should be paying attention.
but its so harddd.
meh. I guess I'm gonna go sleep.
or read grays anatomy.
Kailey = nerdd.
deeh.