i want to be on top.
i want to write a story and i want it to be innovative, edgy, sophisticated, romantic but not cheesy, and i want it to be the kind of story that you can't put down, that keeps you up all night and on the edge of your seat. i have a lot of different ideas for what it could be about, but none of them have really hit me and knocked me back and made me feel like this is the story i need to write. i want to write something extra-ordinary, but i don't know where to begin. and it's really frustrating.