beyondtherift ][ public, unfortunately

[ohshiny_tomatos]

I used to have a brother, but he died. He died because I taught him to ride a bike and he got hit. I was there when it happened. It was my fault for teaching him.

People always leave. They die or leave me or send me away.

I don't know how I'm supposed to love somebody if they're just going to die or go away.

I don't think anyone will ever really love me if they know everything about me. Not enough to stay.

I don't know if I want anyone to.