of joy and sorrow
oh, and shes a classic disaster
wow things have bee weird lately
and im torn
had the best two conversations last night
whoa was i pathetic
but leaving a message on your voicemail
hysterically crying, and talking about horesback riding
can be extremely thereputic (spel?)
"I'll tell you flat out, It hurts so much to think of this
So from my thoughts I will exclude
The very thing that
I hate more thats everything is, the way im powerless
To dictate my own moods
Ive thrown away so many things that could've been much more
And i just pray
My problems go away if they're ignored
But that's not the way it works
No thats not the way it works"
*and she smiles*
"she never says goodbye"
"always goodnight"
muchlove
alesha