May 20, 2005 23:38
I'm going to write in this before it all becomes a blurry hangover... Well Steve said he was coming over at 6:17.. Josh said 6:16.. They were both late haha. Anyway uhm.. we got Marie, and i love her. Really. I'm glad she was there. I think it's so funny how we laugh at eachothers stupid random shit.. uhm i hope i remember the random things we said. This is taking so long to type. Rawr any who.. We went to the "island" hahaha, so fun.. i hope we do the same shit tomorrow. I went home real quick to get my jack from jacks, and met danno and marie at dan's.. rofl his mom gave us a thing of chicken, and NAPKINS.. that came in handy because marie had to pee. she showed me an awesome way to not pee on yourself. Idk we were drinking beer.. I gave Shane some money, and he eventually came back with marshmellows... so good. Ugh i can't even explain how amazing tonight was.
Alright when i said how amazing it was i remembered talking to Josh.. We had so much fun the entire night. Really, it was like how we used to be? Then we had this serious discussion before we left. It made me want to cry, he always makes me want to cry. I never know when to trust him anymore. He can be really straightforward, but then i feel like he's just trying to comfort me.. I don't know.. I like kissing him and eating marshmellows, regardless of us being sticky and marshmellow-ee. I hope he got home alright. He seemed straight, but i worry.. About Steve too.
Anyway tonight was good.. i'm hoping for some sort of repeat tomorrow, or eventually. Next time i want it to involve Miss Emily Sedita who left before i got ther >:o!
p.s. Gunther, Josh, Marie, Steve, Danno, Dan, Shane, Ty, and Matt are goooood people