Nov 30, 2004 12:34
Fight Club is one of the best movies ever. If you haven't seen it, you should go out and watch it. Immediately. :) It just really makes you think, which I am constantly doing anyway.
So, I downloaded another one of Matt's songs. It's a little mushy, but good. Not many rap songs are really appealing to me right now.
Oh yeah, my lj title is from Mickey Blue Eyes...Christine and I watched that movie one year in Destin, and it stuck with us. We still quote it from time to time. Last night some of her little engineering buddies were over, working on their project. Two things happened that were significant, or just interesting to me. First, one of the kids was wondering why Christine and I are "so nice" to each other. And I told him it was just cuz i love her...she is my best friend. And he was like, 'well that's not something you see everyday.' I thought most sisters cared about each other, but I do realize that what we have is stronger. She gets pissed, I get pissed, we get over it. Enough said.
Then, on to the really exciting part. A freakin RACOON was in our backyard!! It was so furry and cute. I was walking up to him and took some pics. I called mom, b/c I couldn't think of anyone else who would be up at 11 p.m. wanting to hear about my racoon. So, I know it sounds loserish, but that little guy made my night. I don't see how the sounds of the powertools in the shed didn't scare him away. He just continued to burrow and look for food in our yard.
This morning, I made the decision to sleep in and skip my Poli Sci test. We are allowed one drop grade, and I had already skipped a couple days in there, so I was missin some notes last night when I tried to study in between the racoon incident. As I was attempting to sleep in this morning, a got a little phone call from someone unexpected. I hate how he thinks he can just pop back in and out of my life whenever he feels like it. And no, i am not speaking of Chris, although I wouldn't mind hearing from him just to know that he is alive and not in a ditch somewhere. I pray for him when I don't get angry that he has fallen back into old habits.
Me and Andrea talked last night and decided that we are both just numb. That is the best way to describe it. She is always helping me think of new phrases that fit perfectly into the situations we are constantly finding ourselves in. I don't know where I would be if I couldn't complain to her at least once a week. Somehow just getting it out to someone else who is dealing with things helps a whole lot.
I'm ready for another break. School has turned me into a burned out blob. I'm surprised Christine hasn't hit this point yet. Kudos to her for keeping her sanity.
by the way, the icon states how I feel..but without the tears. That is not how a numb person looks...they have more of a blank look on their face. Anyway.