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[ohscatterheart]

so. my (sort of/not really)stepfather died. Somehow i got past that fear of speaking to people about important things and delivered the news. At first i was upset because as humans we instinctively look for someone to blame when things dont go the way we want. But im done with that. Its a sad event obviously, but things happen. I just am worried for my brother. I just got off the phone with a drunken babbling mess. Thank God he actually spoke to his father a couple months ago after so many years and told him he forgives him for everything.

Thank you God for the lives of all those who are dear to me and ever were dear to me. regardless of what they've done or neglected to do.