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Results: I don’t have stones (thank God) and I’m not pregnant lol. the discomfort and pain and irregularities with my body recently were being caused by a urinary tract infection. Everything else was alright. No STDs. no lumps on my breasts. Ovaries in place. Healthy. Happy
Being checked wasn’t half as terrifying as I had feared. I just wasn’t too thrilled about the thought of laying there naked, legs spread, and a thin stiff gown that served no real purpose. She talked me through everything and fell in love with my tattoo. All the small-talk and step by step explanations were comforting. I was okay with everything. I even got use to her looking at me and touching me but I felt so wrong when she went inside. It’s so different when it’s a lady wearing latex gloves. it hurt.
I was asked many personal questions that started me thinking. I thought about my past and sexual encounters. I thought about different people and different situations and how naïve I was. unprepared but willing. thirsty for some sort of affection, a whiff of what the word love might mean.
Being checked wasn’t half as terrifying as I had feared. I just wasn’t too thrilled about the thought of laying there naked, legs spread, and a thin stiff gown that served no real purpose. She talked me through everything and fell in love with my tattoo. All the small-talk and step by step explanations were comforting. I was okay with everything. I even got use to her looking at me and touching me but I felt so wrong when she went inside. It’s so different when it’s a lady wearing latex gloves. it hurt.
I was asked many personal questions that started me thinking. I thought about my past and sexual encounters. I thought about different people and different situations and how naïve I was. unprepared but willing. thirsty for some sort of affection, a whiff of what the word love might mean.