going to an empty school.
I ended up going to school today early to meet up with my friend. Together the two of us sat and chatted outside the music rooms. I feel bad all the time when she offers me food and I constantly say "No thankyou I'm fine". Today my friend was eating hot chips and I'm beginning to wonder if she suspects something about my bizarre eating habits and fear around food....
Today hardly anyone was at school- the place was practically empty. For history our class was so small (me and one other boy) that all the history classes ended up combining and we watched 'Rabbit-proof Fence' together. I have always liked that movie. It is so touching and so emotional. I cannot believe all of the pain the Aboriginal people went through. I remember always hating when dumb kids laugh during that movie, the issue isn't funny at all.
The only "normal" lesson I had today was science. I was the only girl with three other boys in the class. One of them came and sat next to me halfway through the lesson which I found very strange and which made me uncomfortable....:O we had a whole entire class discussion about global warming and ways we can save energy and water.
That brings me to my maths lesson, the most fun I had all day and no I am not even kidding. A whole bunch of us piled together all the small desks and formed a circle around the large table. We played the card game "spoons", only we didn't have spoons and so had to use pencils. Which still made the game just as fun :] I seriously had so much fun. We were all laughing so much as we scrambled each time to not be the last to grab a pencil. I haven't played that game since I was about 8 years old, I had forgotten how much fun it was.
Today I had a lovely day with my friend. The only rotten part of today was my anxiousness and need to exercise during work. I kept on tapping my feet up and down as usual and feeling extremely irritable. By the time my grandad came to pick me up I felt so jittery like I wanted to just get on up and keep running. I told this to him and he told me to not listen to those impulses.....yeah.......easier said than done.