OhSam Triple Play 2016!

Nov 02, 2016 13:33

It's November 2, an auspicious (if ominous) day for our darling Sam, so to herald his introduction to The Red Stuff, let's revisit an annual tradition. Welcome to the OhSam Triple Play 2016! This year, we're offering a focus on a reoccurring theme in Sam's life: blood"Blood" could be interpreted in many ways. Family don't end with blood. The demon ( Read more... )

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FILLED: Pressure Bandage (2/3) themegalosaurus November 8 2016, 16:51:32 UTC
He’s scanning the room for an empty seat when he steps forward awkwardly, twists his ankle and the tear on his thigh tugs open and he gasps in pain. For a moment he thinks he can hold it together, but the red hum he’s been suppressing grows louder, grows deafening. The blood roars in his ears, nausea building at the back of his throat. Sam holds himself for a second, fighting it, swaying on the spot; an iron band of agony tightening around his leg. Black spots dance over his vision. Then all in a moment, he feels himself break. His gorge rises, his stomach cramps and he folds over forward, his notebooks clattering on the floor, the room greying into merciful oblivion as his limbs give way. Before he closes his eyes, he sees some girl he half-recognises (Kelly? Keira?), mouth open and eyes wide, her face a distorted, terrified mask.

When he comes round he’s still lying on the floor, though somebody’s arranged him in the recovery position. The lecture theatre is emptying. The stragglers stare at him over their shoulders as they hurry past. “Sam,” says a voice, disembodied and distant; and Stephen, his study buddy on this politics course, looms over him from nowhere, blinking anxious and scared.

Sam’s mouth tastes of vomit and the air smells of blood. He scrabbles for a hand-hold, tries to sit up, but the wooden floor is slippery and the jolt to his leg sets off a pain so sharp that he’s grateful to fall back again.

There’s the hollow sound of a pair of high heels and Professor Childs looks over him, crouches down to get close. “There’s an ambulance on its way,” she says.

“No,” says Sam, and he lifts a hand to scrub at his face, try to get himself together. His fingers are trembling violently, setting off a shiver that racks through his whole body. “I’m okay,” he says.

“You’re bleeding all over the floor,” says Stephen tightly.

“Sorry,” Sam says. He looks up at Professor Childs, upside-down behind his head. “I was… I didn’t want to be late for class.”

She frowns. “I dread to think,” she says, “what happened to keep you away from my previous classes, Sam.”

He’s not sure if she’s joking. Even stringing her words together for sense is proving difficult. All the elements of what Sam’s seeing have started to jumble together oddly, Stephen’s face shifting and rearranging like a puzzle. Like a Picasso. Oh shit. Jess is going to kill him if she finds out about this.

“… happened, Sam?” Stephen is saying.

“A dog,” Sam says. It’s not plausible, not really; won’t hold together once they get him to hospital and cut open his jeans. But if he’s adamant enough about it, what else are they gonna say? Mountain lion? Bear? Neither is likely, downtown.

“The fuck did you do to it?” Stephen says; and then, absurdly, “You love dogs!”

Sam laughs, although the sound tails off into a wheeze as the movement begins to hurt. Then the clash of the double doors of the hall, and voices, the rattly wheels of a gurney.

“Okay,” says a voice, and there are hands underneath him, the room lurching as he’s lifted and set down.

“I’ll go with him,” says Stephen. Sam wants to say, don’t worry, but actually the thought of somebody familiar at his side is unbearably tempting.

The medics roll him along to the elevator. While they are waiting, there’s a hand on Sam’s arm, and he opens his eyes to find meet the professor’s serious gaze. “Send me an email when you’re better, Sam,” she says. “We’ll work something out.” She shakes her head. “There’s no point killing yourself over this class.”

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FILLED: Pressure Bandage (3/3) themegalosaurus November 8 2016, 16:51:58 UTC
Sam closes his eyes, tries to regulate his breathing, but the stifling panic that her words have triggered stacks up heavy, bears down on his chest. He thinks about the deadlines, about his precariously balanced routine; thinks about missed shifts, missed essays, missed hours of class. He’d thought, coming here, that he was coming to something settled. In actuality it’s not so different to life with Dad. Everything still feels tenuous. It’s all hanging by a thread.

An image of the chupacabra swims into his mind, its hairless body crumpled in its fresh-dirt grave. Sam thinks about the weight of the earth, packed damp and solid around it; thinks about the soil clogging its airways, its nose and throat. He feels like that sometimes, like he’s struggling to breathe through something thicker than air.

“It’s okay,” says Stephen, and he’s walking beside Sam as the trolley rattles its way out of the door. His fingers, dry and warm, find Sam’s; and he squeezes Sam’s hand reassuringly.

“Yeah,” says Sam. He’s still calculating, the overstuffed hours hanging oppressively over his head. He’ll just have to. He can take his laptop to work, next week, can swap his afternoons for night shifts which are usually quieter and try to make up the classwork he’s gonna miss the next couple of days. And if he puts off seeing Jess next week as well, that gives him an extra evening as well as time for his leg to heal. He doesn’t want to miss seeing her, has cancelled on her too many times, but in making the plan he feels a space start to clear in his mind. It’s an air pocket. He can do it. He can breathe. Head above the water. “It’s okay,” he says.

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RE: FILLED: Pressure Bandage (3/3) caranfindel November 8 2016, 18:28:06 UTC
This is wonderful!!!

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RE: FILLED: Pressure Bandage (3/3) madebyme_x November 8 2016, 19:09:29 UTC
I love every word of this! The idea of Sam hunting solo at Stanford has always fascinated me, and I love how you worked that into the fic, as well as mentioning Jess ad Brady and including some new characters too.

Sam thoughts as he struggling to deal with his life at Stanford ring so true to me; he's idolized this future of normal, but in reality, it's still hard and in similar ways.

Thank you so very much for filling the prompt so wonderfully! Take care :)

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RE: FILLED: Pressure Bandage (3/3) themegalosaurus November 9 2016, 04:04:14 UTC
Oh poor Sam! I wish they showed something like this in the show. How tough it has always been for Sam to balance everything!!
I guess it is easy to infer based on the fact that aside from the trials he always seems to go on no sleep!

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RE: FILLED: Pressure Bandage (3/3) ever_dimming December 1 2016, 06:26:11 UTC
Oh the heartbreak. I loved it. Sam being so used to fighting through pain and to being alone in his distress even when there are others around him is so true to character. Great job.

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RE: FILLED: Pressure Bandage (3/3) ever_dimming January 20 2017, 04:36:10 UTC
(Reading everything way too late) oh my heart. Lovely and touching and ow.

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RE: FILLED: Pressure Bandage (3/3) ever_dimming January 20 2017, 04:38:35 UTC
Sorry, my memory is horrible and I knew I'd read it a while ago already, but didn't think I had responded to say how much I loved it.

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