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Just A Taste Chapter Four
Title: Just A Taste
Author:gidgetgal9
Rating:NC-17
Spoilers:Season Seven Finale.
Summary:Takes place after the season seven finale. Sam makes a deal with a former foe to find his brother. Based off a prompt by sendintheklowns. The prompt is located at the end of the story. Beta work by floralia2 and sendintheklowns. The story banner is by Princess_schez .
-Chapter Four-
Sam still felt sluggish the next morning but at least he woke up on his own without Luke waking him. In fact, it was rare now for Sam to wake before Luke brought in breakfast.
Sitting up he stretched and toyed with the port still in his hand. Part of him wanted to yank it out but with feedings still ahead, he'd be foolish to believe he might not need another IV. He hoped he wouldn't though because the last few days had been really hard on his body.
Sam got up to use the bathroom and when he returned to the bedroom he found Luke sitting at the desk with a breakfast in front of him.
“Hey Sam, how are you feeling? Ready for some real food?”
Sam smiled warmly at his new friend. “Yeah, I think I could eat.”
“Cool.” Luke replied as he jumped out of his spot at the desk and then took the chair by the bed.
Sam settled himself at the desk and dug into his breakfast. The food in front of him tasted heavenly after not having eaten for so long. It didn't take him long to devour half of it before he's stomach was complaining it was full.
The two of them had sit in comfortable silence while Sam ate but once he pushed the tray away from him Luke broke the silence.
“You didn't eat it all.” He said with a bit of concern in his voice.
“Luke, when your body isn't used to eating, you have to ease back into it or you'll end up sick.” Sam replied with a reassuring tone.
Luke nodded. “Okay, I've never really dealt with this type of situation, I just didn't want you to not get stronger.”
Sam sighed. He hated being blunt with the young kid but he would do Luke no favors sugar coating the fact that he was going to be weak as long as the Alpha fed on him.
“Luke, you have to understand that as long as I'm under this roof being fed on by your father, I'm going to be weak. The key is for me to not get too weak and right now I'm fine. Believe me, I've been drained far more than I was the other day and survived. I'll be fine.”
Luke shifted in his chair uncomfortably. “So how many creatures have fed on you?”
Sam chuckled. “Um, too many to count? It's kind of a hazard of being a hunter. I can tell you that the most recent and most memorable in a bad way was a pair of Kitsune.”
“Oh, the fox like creatures?”
“The lore points to that but they have evolved to the point of it being hard to pick them out of the crowd. I sure didn't see a tail.”
“Huh, I guess that would make sense because if species of animals evolve then creatures might too.”
“Good deduction skills you have Luke. Yeah, I think that would be true.”
Luke stood up. “So I guess I'll take your tray and get out of your hair.”
Sam put his hand out motioning for Luke to stay. “Nah, keep me company a little longer, unless you have somewhere you have to be?”
Luke sat down. “I can stay a bit longer but then I need to do homework.”
Sam nodded. “Yeah, I don't want to keep you from that but I do want to talk to you about something.”
Luke frowned. “Something wrong?”
“No, nothing serious just I made a new deal with your father that involves you and I want to discuss it with you.”
Luke looked shocked by the statement.
“Did I do something wrong? If you don't want me here all you had to do was say something.”
Sam smiled sympathetically. “Luke, I consider you a friend, and this is not a negative thing, I promise. It's just that the Alpha felt bad for … well getting carried away the other night and wanted to make it up to me. He offered to do something for me. I asked that when I leave here, if you wanted to go you could leave with me and start over. And, if you didn't want to leave, that I could leave contact information with you in case you changed your mind.”
Luke slumped in his chair. “Oh.”
“I know it is a lot for you to take on so all I ask is for you to think about it.” Sam said carefully.
“What did Father say?”
Sam could tell from the kid's expression that he was shutting down emotionally, probably preparing himself for being once again abandoned in life.
“He wasn't happy about the prospect at all. I think, to be honest, he feels there's no way you would consider leaving him.”
Luke sighed. “I don't know what to say Sam.”
“I get that, I do, kiddo,it's a big decision. That is why I made it clear that you could stay and decide later to leave. I would come back for you, or meet you somewhere later on. I don't expect an answer right now, I just want you to know it is an option, and I hope you consider it.”
Sam sat with Luke in silence for a bit. He watched Luke and could tell from the kid's body language the kid was unsure of himself and the situation.
“Sam, where would I go if I left with you? Would I become a hunter? I don't think I could do that.” Luke said tentatively.
“I don't want to drag you into hunting. Having you leave this life for the other side of the same coin wouldn't be much of a change or opportunity. I was going to check with some friends and see if we could find a place for you to have a new start. I have this friend, her name is Jody and she is really cool. I was thinking you could stay with her while you were deciding what to do next.”
Luke shook his head. “I don't want to be just another foster kid, been there done that.”
“Yeah, I know you have but Jody is different. You see I met Jody on a hunt. She was a sheriff in a town where the dead were coming back to life.”
Luke's eyes went wide. “You mean zombies, like for real?”
Sam sighed sadly. “Well, they weren't zombie like at first. They had the town fooled until, they turned zombie. Jody's young son was one of the ones that came back from the dead. She had him back and then when he turned; he killed his father. Jody is alone now, and she gets the whole supernatural world, in fact she helps us all the time. I think she would understand what you are going through like no one else in the civilian world would, and she could help you figure out what you wanted to do next.”
“Maybe let me stay with her until then? I don't want to go back into the system.” Luke said determinedly.
“Yeah, you have my word and if she did say no, which I don't think would happen, you could stay with me until we figure things out, even if that means I stop hunting until we do.”
“You'd give up hunting for me?” Luke asked in shock.
Sam laughed. “You know it isn't like I love the job, it's just what I do. Taking a break from it wouldn't break my heart.”
“I'll think about it. Okay?”
Sam smiled. “Yeah, okay. No pressure, just know the offer is there. Your father was going to talk to you about it tonight. Remember it will be okay whatever you decide.”
“Thanks Sam. I'd better go and do some homework. I'll see you at lunch.”
“Sure thing, kid.” Sam replied as Luke grabbed the breakfast tray and left.
Feeling better than the previous day, but emotionally and physically drained from the discussion, Sam decided to take a nap.
-0-
The Alpha felt a bit emotionally drained after his talk with Luke. It upset him to see that his child was contemplating leaving him. He could deal, he would deal, because the Ancient One had promised Sam and he never backed down on his promises. His word was golden. It just hadn't occurred to him that Luke might want to leave.
In the end, things would be fine. He'd miss Luke but the child could be replaced. Sam could not and if losing Luke strengthened his position with Sam then it was an acceptable loss.
The Alpha replaced thoughts of Luke with Sam. His beloved new pet. If only he could keep him. Maybe someday he'd be able to make an offer that the young hunter wouldn't be able to refuse. Just the thought of owning Sam sent chills of excitement down the vamp's spine.
As he reached Sam's door he took a deep calming breath and entered. The Elder Vampire found Sam sitting in the chair by his bed with his laptop balanced on his lap.
“How are you this evening?” The Alpha asked as he entered the room, making his way towards the bed.
Sam slowly closed the laptop and slid it under the chair. “I feel much better than yesterday. Still a bit weak but definitely better.”
The Alpha gave Sam and accessing look. “Be honest Sam, do you feel up to a feeding tonight? I don't want to rush things if you are not well.”
Sam swallowed hard. “I would like to say no that I'm not up for it, but honestly, as long as you don't take too much, I think I'll be fine.”
“I admire the strength it takes to be truthful considering how much our time together stresses you. In the end, I hope your honesty is rewarded when I'm strong enough to pull Dean from Purgatory for you.”
“Yeah, I hope so.” Sam replied as he stood. “I guess I'll undress.”
“That would be fine.” The Alpha purred as Sam started unbuttoning his shirt.
The hunter's movements were quick and efficient and soon Sam was lying down on top of the bed next to the vampire.
The Alpha felt this pull that he'd never felt before. Sam's body was singing to him and before he knew it his fangs had descended and he was latched onto the delicious human's neck. The satisfaction of the human's essence drowned out all other thoughts and sounds. The Ancient Vampire was vaguely aware of the human struggling but it didn't take much effort to overcome his prey. All humanity the vampire once held was gone and now all he was an animal feeding to his heart's content.
He wasn't sure how long this ecstasy of a feeding had been going on but the vamp's thoughts were finally synced up with the human's through their psychic bond. Visions of the human losing control and feeding his addiction and need with demon blood taking over and with no thought of the consequences as he chowed down on a demon with abandon.
As Sam's body was fed, he became aroused as he downed the precious liquid. The Alpha knew that this feeling was bleeding into the reality of this moment as he felt his prey hard beneath him. The Ancient One found himself grinding his own arousal into the human and rutting like an animal in heat until they both found release.
Once finished, the bond the two shared fed feelings of guilt that were weighing heavy on Sam as he relived his past.
The Alpha felt this guilt so strongly that he pulled away himself. It was then that he realized what he had done. The ancient one had lost control like one of his newborn children. He had ripped into Sam like a common unkempt vampire with no regards for his status or what damage he was doing to his new favorite pet.
A moment of panic occurred until he realized through the psychic bond they shared that Sam was still with him. His victim was feeling that he was finally paying for all the times he fed on demons that had poor humans trapped with them. Sam was very weak but with him.
The Alpha bent down and carefully licked the wounds of his vicious attack helping it to close up. Once the bleeding had stopped, he went to the bathroom and wet a towel to clean Sam. He couldn't bear for anyone else to see how he had lost control. The evidence of his moment of insanity.
Sam's eyes were open but the ability to track him was sluggish. The Alpha tried to give the human a sympathetic smile as he cleaned him off and removed his soiled undergarment replacing it with a clean pair and PJ bottoms.
“I'm sorry Sam. You are my addiction and weakness. I was arrogant not to recognize this before now. I can't feed on you without losing control. I should have taken your blood through an IV. I'm sorry. We'll get you patched up and I think I'm as strong as I'm going to get so we'll set up for this spell tomorrow night.”
“T-Thank you.” Sam stuttered out quietly before closing his eyes.
The Alpha sighed. He would need help treating poor Sam. The only choice was Luke. Luke who would see his friend just barely hanging on, and be pushed farther from his home. Because of his actions, the Ancient One knew he would lose Sam and Luke and it hurt more than he could ever have imagined. He just hoped someday he could bring both back to the fold forever.
-0-
Luke had been awakened by his father. It scared him how out of control of his emotions the elder man seemed. His father was always in control and kept his emotions masked but not tonight.
“Luke, I overfed and almost killed Sam. I need you to tend to him. IV's are needed and I want you to stay with him all night. I can't lose him and the others in the house can never know about this, do you understand?”
“Yes, Father. I won't tell a soul.” Luke whispered out in shock.
The thought of losing his friend made Luke move quickly from the room when the vampire dismissed him.
-0-
It had been a long and scary night of caring for Sam. One of the human doctors working for the Alpha had come to give Sam a blood transfusion and told Luke how to tend to Sam before leaving.
When Sam was awake he was confused and asking for his brother, Dean, and at times had mistaken Luke for Dean. The teen had let him, hoping Sam would take comfort in thinking his brother was there with him.
The young hunter was so pale he looked of death and Luke sat up next to Sam in the bed to monitor his breathing and pulse. Both were not what they should have been but were enough. It was the thought of that situation changing that scared Luke. He realized that he cared very much for Sam, more than he had ever cared for anyone else including the Alpha.
Luke now knew he enjoyed the attention of the Alpha, but he had always feared the vampire and now he understood why. His father was a creature of the night and could turn on him at any minute if it suited him. Luke did not want to be a vampire or live this life anymore. He wanted to leave with Sam, if only his friend could survive this. If not... he shuddered to think.
Luke knew Sam had asked to be turned if he died so he could still save his brother. If Sam was a vampire then Luke supposed he would be stuck in his father's home, fearing both Sam and his father.
The young teen reminded himself to stop thinking like that. Sam was strong and he would survive this. He just had to take good care of the hunter.
The day that followed the feeding was much like the night only Sam's vitals did become a bit stronger. He was still confused and weak but at least there had been progress. Luke had taken small naps to keep up his own strength but worried that when he awoke Sam wouldn't be with him. That led to very restless sleep.
He was in the middle of dozing off when the door to the room opened. The doctor from the night before entered. The middle aged man didn't acknowledge Luke but went straight to examining Sam. After a few minutes of taking vitals he finally turned his attention to Luke.
“Has he been awake?”
Luke nodded. “Yeah, he's a little confused but I've gotten him to drink some juice and water when he is awake.”
“Confusion is to be expected. His vitals are better. I'll let our father know that Sam can be moved.”
Luke stood up and moved towards the doctor. “Moved?”
The doctor sighed. “Child, I don't have time for this. Our father will tell you what you need to know.”
Without another word the doctor left the room and Luke moved to take Sam's hand for reassurance.
He reminded himself that Sam would never leave without him.
A few moments later, another human child summoned him to go to his father. Luke reluctantly left Sam and followed the girl to his father's room.
As Luke entered the room he found the elder vamp sitting on a chair in his room staring out the window.
“Father?”
The vampire slowly turned around. “Luke, I think it is best if we take Sam back to town and try to summon his brother. I'm feeling strong after last night and now would be the best time to act on that. We'll have the best chance of the spell working if we do it soon. I know Sam is weak but the doctor feels he can travel. My question for you is, do you want to stay with him or me?”
Luke swallowed hard. “Father, I appreciate everything you have done for me. I owe you, but if I am to be honest, I've developed a strong friendship with Sam and I want to go with him. I need to know he is okay.”
The Alpha nodded. “My child you do not have to explain yourself to me. I can very well understand the need to continue your friendship with Sam. He is a very special human and I, myself, feel very drawn to him. Just know that if this journey with Sam doesn't work out, you are welcome to come back.”
“Thank you, Father.” Luke replied relieved.
He had been so afraid of his father becoming angry over his decision. Luke was thankful that his father was so agreeing.
“Now child, go you pack your bag and Sam's. I want to leave soon.”
“Yes, sir.” Luke replied as he left the room.
-0-
Sam slowly opened his eyes. He could feel the familiar rumbling under him but he wasn't in his normal spot. The backseat of the Impala did quite feel the same as the front, it was definitely more cramped.
So he was hurt, or something happened so that Dean had to put him in the backseat. Sam tried to summon some sort of memory to help him understand what was going on. He was pulled from his thoughts by a soft male voice next to him.
“Sam, are you okay?”
Turning his head towards the voice he could just make out the outline of a teenage boy.
“W-Where are we?”
The young man sighed. “We're on the road heading back to the motel you were in before the Alpha took you. Don't you remember?”
The past week all came flooding back to Sam. The memory of the last feeding left him feeling uneasy.
“Luke, wh-what's going on?”
Sam could just make out a smile creeping across the young man's face from the lights outside the car shining in.
“You remember me?”
“Yeah, I've been out of it, huh?”
“Yeah, since last night, but they gave you a transfusion and you've been doing better, just really confused.”
Sam nodded and took inventory of just how his body did feel. It was sore and tired but he'd felt worse.
“So why are we heading to the motel?”
“Father feels he is at his strongest after the last feeding so now would be the time to summon Dean if he can. Two of his trusted humans are driving us, he's in the other car behind us.”
“Kay. So, has he said if my deal with him is done? I promised him a month.” Sam rasped out.
Luke fidgeted next to him. “He didn't say but he asked me if I wanted to stay with you and I said yes. Father had me pack both of our bags so I think after what happened, he is letting you go.”
“Huh, sounds promising. Just, Luke, I need to rest so I'm ready for the spell. Can you wake me when we get there?”
“Sure, Sam. I'll do that, no problem.”
With renewed hope, Sam patted Luke's arm in thanks and quickly let the fatigue claim him.
ChapterFive
A/N: Just one more chapter and the epilogue to go. Thanks for reading.
Thanks again to my betas sendintheklowns and Floralia2.
Spoilery prompt for story...
Prompt- 1) I'm looking for something that would at least partially come from the Alpha Vamp's point of view post S7. The Alpha was interested in using soulless Sam and even more so once he saw how Sam dispatched Edgar so easily. Now that Sam is alone, the Alpha has approached him with some sort of deal--work with the Alpha to save some vamps and the Alpha will help Sam find Dean (?)--which leads to some hurt!Sam and ultimately Dean not being pleased that a) Sam worked with the Alpha and b) Sam got hurt trying to save Dean. Or something in that general direction. LOL.
Author:gidgetgal9
Rating:NC-17
Spoilers:Season Seven Finale.
Summary:Takes place after the season seven finale. Sam makes a deal with a former foe to find his brother. Based off a prompt by sendintheklowns. The prompt is located at the end of the story. Beta work by floralia2 and sendintheklowns. The story banner is by Princess_schez .
-Chapter Four-
Sam still felt sluggish the next morning but at least he woke up on his own without Luke waking him. In fact, it was rare now for Sam to wake before Luke brought in breakfast.
Sitting up he stretched and toyed with the port still in his hand. Part of him wanted to yank it out but with feedings still ahead, he'd be foolish to believe he might not need another IV. He hoped he wouldn't though because the last few days had been really hard on his body.
Sam got up to use the bathroom and when he returned to the bedroom he found Luke sitting at the desk with a breakfast in front of him.
“Hey Sam, how are you feeling? Ready for some real food?”
Sam smiled warmly at his new friend. “Yeah, I think I could eat.”
“Cool.” Luke replied as he jumped out of his spot at the desk and then took the chair by the bed.
Sam settled himself at the desk and dug into his breakfast. The food in front of him tasted heavenly after not having eaten for so long. It didn't take him long to devour half of it before he's stomach was complaining it was full.
The two of them had sit in comfortable silence while Sam ate but once he pushed the tray away from him Luke broke the silence.
“You didn't eat it all.” He said with a bit of concern in his voice.
“Luke, when your body isn't used to eating, you have to ease back into it or you'll end up sick.” Sam replied with a reassuring tone.
Luke nodded. “Okay, I've never really dealt with this type of situation, I just didn't want you to not get stronger.”
Sam sighed. He hated being blunt with the young kid but he would do Luke no favors sugar coating the fact that he was going to be weak as long as the Alpha fed on him.
“Luke, you have to understand that as long as I'm under this roof being fed on by your father, I'm going to be weak. The key is for me to not get too weak and right now I'm fine. Believe me, I've been drained far more than I was the other day and survived. I'll be fine.”
Luke shifted in his chair uncomfortably. “So how many creatures have fed on you?”
Sam chuckled. “Um, too many to count? It's kind of a hazard of being a hunter. I can tell you that the most recent and most memorable in a bad way was a pair of Kitsune.”
“Oh, the fox like creatures?”
“The lore points to that but they have evolved to the point of it being hard to pick them out of the crowd. I sure didn't see a tail.”
“Huh, I guess that would make sense because if species of animals evolve then creatures might too.”
“Good deduction skills you have Luke. Yeah, I think that would be true.”
Luke stood up. “So I guess I'll take your tray and get out of your hair.”
Sam put his hand out motioning for Luke to stay. “Nah, keep me company a little longer, unless you have somewhere you have to be?”
Luke sat down. “I can stay a bit longer but then I need to do homework.”
Sam nodded. “Yeah, I don't want to keep you from that but I do want to talk to you about something.”
Luke frowned. “Something wrong?”
“No, nothing serious just I made a new deal with your father that involves you and I want to discuss it with you.”
Luke looked shocked by the statement.
“Did I do something wrong? If you don't want me here all you had to do was say something.”
Sam smiled sympathetically. “Luke, I consider you a friend, and this is not a negative thing, I promise. It's just that the Alpha felt bad for … well getting carried away the other night and wanted to make it up to me. He offered to do something for me. I asked that when I leave here, if you wanted to go you could leave with me and start over. And, if you didn't want to leave, that I could leave contact information with you in case you changed your mind.”
Luke slumped in his chair. “Oh.”
“I know it is a lot for you to take on so all I ask is for you to think about it.” Sam said carefully.
“What did Father say?”
Sam could tell from the kid's expression that he was shutting down emotionally, probably preparing himself for being once again abandoned in life.
“He wasn't happy about the prospect at all. I think, to be honest, he feels there's no way you would consider leaving him.”
Luke sighed. “I don't know what to say Sam.”
“I get that, I do, kiddo,it's a big decision. That is why I made it clear that you could stay and decide later to leave. I would come back for you, or meet you somewhere later on. I don't expect an answer right now, I just want you to know it is an option, and I hope you consider it.”
Sam sat with Luke in silence for a bit. He watched Luke and could tell from the kid's body language the kid was unsure of himself and the situation.
“Sam, where would I go if I left with you? Would I become a hunter? I don't think I could do that.” Luke said tentatively.
“I don't want to drag you into hunting. Having you leave this life for the other side of the same coin wouldn't be much of a change or opportunity. I was going to check with some friends and see if we could find a place for you to have a new start. I have this friend, her name is Jody and she is really cool. I was thinking you could stay with her while you were deciding what to do next.”
Luke shook his head. “I don't want to be just another foster kid, been there done that.”
“Yeah, I know you have but Jody is different. You see I met Jody on a hunt. She was a sheriff in a town where the dead were coming back to life.”
Luke's eyes went wide. “You mean zombies, like for real?”
Sam sighed sadly. “Well, they weren't zombie like at first. They had the town fooled until, they turned zombie. Jody's young son was one of the ones that came back from the dead. She had him back and then when he turned; he killed his father. Jody is alone now, and she gets the whole supernatural world, in fact she helps us all the time. I think she would understand what you are going through like no one else in the civilian world would, and she could help you figure out what you wanted to do next.”
“Maybe let me stay with her until then? I don't want to go back into the system.” Luke said determinedly.
“Yeah, you have my word and if she did say no, which I don't think would happen, you could stay with me until we figure things out, even if that means I stop hunting until we do.”
“You'd give up hunting for me?” Luke asked in shock.
Sam laughed. “You know it isn't like I love the job, it's just what I do. Taking a break from it wouldn't break my heart.”
“I'll think about it. Okay?”
Sam smiled. “Yeah, okay. No pressure, just know the offer is there. Your father was going to talk to you about it tonight. Remember it will be okay whatever you decide.”
“Thanks Sam. I'd better go and do some homework. I'll see you at lunch.”
“Sure thing, kid.” Sam replied as Luke grabbed the breakfast tray and left.
Feeling better than the previous day, but emotionally and physically drained from the discussion, Sam decided to take a nap.
-0-
The Alpha felt a bit emotionally drained after his talk with Luke. It upset him to see that his child was contemplating leaving him. He could deal, he would deal, because the Ancient One had promised Sam and he never backed down on his promises. His word was golden. It just hadn't occurred to him that Luke might want to leave.
In the end, things would be fine. He'd miss Luke but the child could be replaced. Sam could not and if losing Luke strengthened his position with Sam then it was an acceptable loss.
The Alpha replaced thoughts of Luke with Sam. His beloved new pet. If only he could keep him. Maybe someday he'd be able to make an offer that the young hunter wouldn't be able to refuse. Just the thought of owning Sam sent chills of excitement down the vamp's spine.
As he reached Sam's door he took a deep calming breath and entered. The Elder Vampire found Sam sitting in the chair by his bed with his laptop balanced on his lap.
“How are you this evening?” The Alpha asked as he entered the room, making his way towards the bed.
Sam slowly closed the laptop and slid it under the chair. “I feel much better than yesterday. Still a bit weak but definitely better.”
The Alpha gave Sam and accessing look. “Be honest Sam, do you feel up to a feeding tonight? I don't want to rush things if you are not well.”
Sam swallowed hard. “I would like to say no that I'm not up for it, but honestly, as long as you don't take too much, I think I'll be fine.”
“I admire the strength it takes to be truthful considering how much our time together stresses you. In the end, I hope your honesty is rewarded when I'm strong enough to pull Dean from Purgatory for you.”
“Yeah, I hope so.” Sam replied as he stood. “I guess I'll undress.”
“That would be fine.” The Alpha purred as Sam started unbuttoning his shirt.
The hunter's movements were quick and efficient and soon Sam was lying down on top of the bed next to the vampire.
The Alpha felt this pull that he'd never felt before. Sam's body was singing to him and before he knew it his fangs had descended and he was latched onto the delicious human's neck. The satisfaction of the human's essence drowned out all other thoughts and sounds. The Ancient Vampire was vaguely aware of the human struggling but it didn't take much effort to overcome his prey. All humanity the vampire once held was gone and now all he was an animal feeding to his heart's content.
He wasn't sure how long this ecstasy of a feeding had been going on but the vamp's thoughts were finally synced up with the human's through their psychic bond. Visions of the human losing control and feeding his addiction and need with demon blood taking over and with no thought of the consequences as he chowed down on a demon with abandon.
As Sam's body was fed, he became aroused as he downed the precious liquid. The Alpha knew that this feeling was bleeding into the reality of this moment as he felt his prey hard beneath him. The Ancient One found himself grinding his own arousal into the human and rutting like an animal in heat until they both found release.
Once finished, the bond the two shared fed feelings of guilt that were weighing heavy on Sam as he relived his past.
The Alpha felt this guilt so strongly that he pulled away himself. It was then that he realized what he had done. The ancient one had lost control like one of his newborn children. He had ripped into Sam like a common unkempt vampire with no regards for his status or what damage he was doing to his new favorite pet.
A moment of panic occurred until he realized through the psychic bond they shared that Sam was still with him. His victim was feeling that he was finally paying for all the times he fed on demons that had poor humans trapped with them. Sam was very weak but with him.
The Alpha bent down and carefully licked the wounds of his vicious attack helping it to close up. Once the bleeding had stopped, he went to the bathroom and wet a towel to clean Sam. He couldn't bear for anyone else to see how he had lost control. The evidence of his moment of insanity.
Sam's eyes were open but the ability to track him was sluggish. The Alpha tried to give the human a sympathetic smile as he cleaned him off and removed his soiled undergarment replacing it with a clean pair and PJ bottoms.
“I'm sorry Sam. You are my addiction and weakness. I was arrogant not to recognize this before now. I can't feed on you without losing control. I should have taken your blood through an IV. I'm sorry. We'll get you patched up and I think I'm as strong as I'm going to get so we'll set up for this spell tomorrow night.”
“T-Thank you.” Sam stuttered out quietly before closing his eyes.
The Alpha sighed. He would need help treating poor Sam. The only choice was Luke. Luke who would see his friend just barely hanging on, and be pushed farther from his home. Because of his actions, the Ancient One knew he would lose Sam and Luke and it hurt more than he could ever have imagined. He just hoped someday he could bring both back to the fold forever.
-0-
Luke had been awakened by his father. It scared him how out of control of his emotions the elder man seemed. His father was always in control and kept his emotions masked but not tonight.
“Luke, I overfed and almost killed Sam. I need you to tend to him. IV's are needed and I want you to stay with him all night. I can't lose him and the others in the house can never know about this, do you understand?”
“Yes, Father. I won't tell a soul.” Luke whispered out in shock.
The thought of losing his friend made Luke move quickly from the room when the vampire dismissed him.
-0-
It had been a long and scary night of caring for Sam. One of the human doctors working for the Alpha had come to give Sam a blood transfusion and told Luke how to tend to Sam before leaving.
When Sam was awake he was confused and asking for his brother, Dean, and at times had mistaken Luke for Dean. The teen had let him, hoping Sam would take comfort in thinking his brother was there with him.
The young hunter was so pale he looked of death and Luke sat up next to Sam in the bed to monitor his breathing and pulse. Both were not what they should have been but were enough. It was the thought of that situation changing that scared Luke. He realized that he cared very much for Sam, more than he had ever cared for anyone else including the Alpha.
Luke now knew he enjoyed the attention of the Alpha, but he had always feared the vampire and now he understood why. His father was a creature of the night and could turn on him at any minute if it suited him. Luke did not want to be a vampire or live this life anymore. He wanted to leave with Sam, if only his friend could survive this. If not... he shuddered to think.
Luke knew Sam had asked to be turned if he died so he could still save his brother. If Sam was a vampire then Luke supposed he would be stuck in his father's home, fearing both Sam and his father.
The young teen reminded himself to stop thinking like that. Sam was strong and he would survive this. He just had to take good care of the hunter.
The day that followed the feeding was much like the night only Sam's vitals did become a bit stronger. He was still confused and weak but at least there had been progress. Luke had taken small naps to keep up his own strength but worried that when he awoke Sam wouldn't be with him. That led to very restless sleep.
He was in the middle of dozing off when the door to the room opened. The doctor from the night before entered. The middle aged man didn't acknowledge Luke but went straight to examining Sam. After a few minutes of taking vitals he finally turned his attention to Luke.
“Has he been awake?”
Luke nodded. “Yeah, he's a little confused but I've gotten him to drink some juice and water when he is awake.”
“Confusion is to be expected. His vitals are better. I'll let our father know that Sam can be moved.”
Luke stood up and moved towards the doctor. “Moved?”
The doctor sighed. “Child, I don't have time for this. Our father will tell you what you need to know.”
Without another word the doctor left the room and Luke moved to take Sam's hand for reassurance.
He reminded himself that Sam would never leave without him.
A few moments later, another human child summoned him to go to his father. Luke reluctantly left Sam and followed the girl to his father's room.
As Luke entered the room he found the elder vamp sitting on a chair in his room staring out the window.
“Father?”
The vampire slowly turned around. “Luke, I think it is best if we take Sam back to town and try to summon his brother. I'm feeling strong after last night and now would be the best time to act on that. We'll have the best chance of the spell working if we do it soon. I know Sam is weak but the doctor feels he can travel. My question for you is, do you want to stay with him or me?”
Luke swallowed hard. “Father, I appreciate everything you have done for me. I owe you, but if I am to be honest, I've developed a strong friendship with Sam and I want to go with him. I need to know he is okay.”
The Alpha nodded. “My child you do not have to explain yourself to me. I can very well understand the need to continue your friendship with Sam. He is a very special human and I, myself, feel very drawn to him. Just know that if this journey with Sam doesn't work out, you are welcome to come back.”
“Thank you, Father.” Luke replied relieved.
He had been so afraid of his father becoming angry over his decision. Luke was thankful that his father was so agreeing.
“Now child, go you pack your bag and Sam's. I want to leave soon.”
“Yes, sir.” Luke replied as he left the room.
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Sam slowly opened his eyes. He could feel the familiar rumbling under him but he wasn't in his normal spot. The backseat of the Impala did quite feel the same as the front, it was definitely more cramped.
So he was hurt, or something happened so that Dean had to put him in the backseat. Sam tried to summon some sort of memory to help him understand what was going on. He was pulled from his thoughts by a soft male voice next to him.
“Sam, are you okay?”
Turning his head towards the voice he could just make out the outline of a teenage boy.
“W-Where are we?”
The young man sighed. “We're on the road heading back to the motel you were in before the Alpha took you. Don't you remember?”
The past week all came flooding back to Sam. The memory of the last feeding left him feeling uneasy.
“Luke, wh-what's going on?”
Sam could just make out a smile creeping across the young man's face from the lights outside the car shining in.
“You remember me?”
“Yeah, I've been out of it, huh?”
“Yeah, since last night, but they gave you a transfusion and you've been doing better, just really confused.”
Sam nodded and took inventory of just how his body did feel. It was sore and tired but he'd felt worse.
“So why are we heading to the motel?”
“Father feels he is at his strongest after the last feeding so now would be the time to summon Dean if he can. Two of his trusted humans are driving us, he's in the other car behind us.”
“Kay. So, has he said if my deal with him is done? I promised him a month.” Sam rasped out.
Luke fidgeted next to him. “He didn't say but he asked me if I wanted to stay with you and I said yes. Father had me pack both of our bags so I think after what happened, he is letting you go.”
“Huh, sounds promising. Just, Luke, I need to rest so I'm ready for the spell. Can you wake me when we get there?”
“Sure, Sam. I'll do that, no problem.”
With renewed hope, Sam patted Luke's arm in thanks and quickly let the fatigue claim him.
ChapterFive
A/N: Just one more chapter and the epilogue to go. Thanks for reading.
Thanks again to my betas sendintheklowns and Floralia2.
Spoilery prompt for story...
Prompt- 1) I'm looking for something that would at least partially come from the Alpha Vamp's point of view post S7. The Alpha was interested in using soulless Sam and even more so once he saw how Sam dispatched Edgar so easily. Now that Sam is alone, the Alpha has approached him with some sort of deal--work with the Alpha to save some vamps and the Alpha will help Sam find Dean (?)--which leads to some hurt!Sam and ultimately Dean not being pleased that a) Sam worked with the Alpha and b) Sam got hurt trying to save Dean. Or something in that general direction. LOL.