Tough time ahead..
Arhhh.. ok.. hmmm...
wanna blog a little on my workin life..
it's not that good for me...
been havin roller coaster feelin for me lol..
till today.. it been 2 weeks since i am in this company..
and it's been since 2 weeks i have been crying silently for 4 nights after work..
Just that.. i am still wondering if i am still up to this job not..
i mean.. i dont wanna give up... but it's just too tiring for me lol..
no basic pay for me.. and if you get no sales for that week.. means you got no pay lol..
haiz.. should i or should i not get a new job..
maybe i should start findin one for in case..
but.. haiz... i not sure..
Ryu just told me if it's too tough for me then quit..
Kei told me to work for half a year and decide..
Lionel told me to find another job too..
Makio told me to hang on for a while..
Joyce and Deirdre gave me encouragement..
of course my company de collages asked me not to gave up..
like my trainer.. Shandy and of course Kiff..
but i now not sure which is my direction of my future..
sort of lost my way of direction.. haiz..
well.. i think, it's best for me to you know..
work for a few weeks first then decide...
just.. try my best ba..
i thing i am sure i will be able to clear my BIG BIG obsticle for the moment..
kk.. i go sleep le.. haiz..
night..
wanna blog a little on my workin life..
it's not that good for me...
been havin roller coaster feelin for me lol..
till today.. it been 2 weeks since i am in this company..
and it's been since 2 weeks i have been crying silently for 4 nights after work..
Just that.. i am still wondering if i am still up to this job not..
i mean.. i dont wanna give up... but it's just too tiring for me lol..
no basic pay for me.. and if you get no sales for that week.. means you got no pay lol..
haiz.. should i or should i not get a new job..
maybe i should start findin one for in case..
but.. haiz... i not sure..
Ryu just told me if it's too tough for me then quit..
Kei told me to work for half a year and decide..
Lionel told me to find another job too..
Makio told me to hang on for a while..
Joyce and Deirdre gave me encouragement..
of course my company de collages asked me not to gave up..
like my trainer.. Shandy and of course Kiff..
but i now not sure which is my direction of my future..
sort of lost my way of direction.. haiz..
well.. i think, it's best for me to you know..
work for a few weeks first then decide...
just.. try my best ba..
i thing i am sure i will be able to clear my BIG BIG obsticle for the moment..
kk.. i go sleep le.. haiz..
night..