What's been going on.
Well, well. There are a ton of things I can write about.... good and bad, but I will try to keep it short-ish.
Quite an ammount of shitty stuff has happened lately, from losing friends to "breaking" hearts. None of it was ment to be. Who would have thought giving an opinion could ruin so much, and get up so many hopes? It is a shame, and it sucks.... but life goes on. I hope someday people will give me a chance to give MY side of the story instead of jumping to conclusions.... but really, right now, it's the least of my concerns because for the first time in quite awhile I am happy.
Jordan and I broke up a few months ago and I was miserable, I think moreso because of the fact I was so used to him being around. We really weren't working out anymore. He has a new girlfriend now, and as much as I still miss him sometimes (just seeing him, not romantically) and as weird as it is to think of... I am happy for him. I hope someday we can be friends and talk again. We talked a bit last night, and even though he was somewhat drunk, it was nice.
To the happy parts! I will start off small.
I got my laptop, which is nice. Right now I am on my deck enjoying the cool breeze and a tea, while on the computer! I am very greatful that my mom and stepdad bought me it. THANKSSS. The cool breeze and the tea... that leads into the fact that fall is almost here! I always get so excited for fall and winter! Today I went swimming, for the last time this summer I assume. I feel like it was kind of the closer for summer. To me, it is fall now. Love it!
I start school on tuesday, though I have mixed feelings about it... I don't really want to have to do the work (being off for a year and a half has spoiled me) but I do want to move on with my life. I think I am ready to start growing up, even a little bit. Also, some of the course I am taking should be interesting. History and literature! I love them. Just the computer shit is going to be boring... but whateva.
Finally, the best part! Though it is not offical... I am pretty much with the person I have wanted to be with for months; my best friend. He is the one who has been with me through everything, no matter what. No matter who was against me or what I did. He is the only person I can tell EVERYTHING to and he understands, and he has never ever betrayed my trust. He knows everythign about me and still cares. He is also very sweet and.. it's just great! Makes me so happy! The only thing holding us back before was that we didn't want friends to stop liking us and to complicate things, but everyone seems to be cool with it. Only time will really tell what happens though.
This has been really long, but I guess I felt the need to document it. I feel as though I am starting a new chapter of my life and I am excited about it. I hope things stay swell, at least for a little while.
Quite an ammount of shitty stuff has happened lately, from losing friends to "breaking" hearts. None of it was ment to be. Who would have thought giving an opinion could ruin so much, and get up so many hopes? It is a shame, and it sucks.... but life goes on. I hope someday people will give me a chance to give MY side of the story instead of jumping to conclusions.... but really, right now, it's the least of my concerns because for the first time in quite awhile I am happy.
Jordan and I broke up a few months ago and I was miserable, I think moreso because of the fact I was so used to him being around. We really weren't working out anymore. He has a new girlfriend now, and as much as I still miss him sometimes (just seeing him, not romantically) and as weird as it is to think of... I am happy for him. I hope someday we can be friends and talk again. We talked a bit last night, and even though he was somewhat drunk, it was nice.
To the happy parts! I will start off small.
I got my laptop, which is nice. Right now I am on my deck enjoying the cool breeze and a tea, while on the computer! I am very greatful that my mom and stepdad bought me it. THANKSSS. The cool breeze and the tea... that leads into the fact that fall is almost here! I always get so excited for fall and winter! Today I went swimming, for the last time this summer I assume. I feel like it was kind of the closer for summer. To me, it is fall now. Love it!
I start school on tuesday, though I have mixed feelings about it... I don't really want to have to do the work (being off for a year and a half has spoiled me) but I do want to move on with my life. I think I am ready to start growing up, even a little bit. Also, some of the course I am taking should be interesting. History and literature! I love them. Just the computer shit is going to be boring... but whateva.
Finally, the best part! Though it is not offical... I am pretty much with the person I have wanted to be with for months; my best friend. He is the one who has been with me through everything, no matter what. No matter who was against me or what I did. He is the only person I can tell EVERYTHING to and he understands, and he has never ever betrayed my trust. He knows everythign about me and still cares. He is also very sweet and.. it's just great! Makes me so happy! The only thing holding us back before was that we didn't want friends to stop liking us and to complicate things, but everyone seems to be cool with it. Only time will really tell what happens though.
This has been really long, but I guess I felt the need to document it. I feel as though I am starting a new chapter of my life and I am excited about it. I hope things stay swell, at least for a little while.