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[ohpaque]

i don't know what this is,
i've never felt it before.

i want you to be happy
at all costs
if it's me, great
if it's not, fine
either way i'm here
i'll listen
talk
or disappear
and i want to hate her
i really do
but she's a cool person
she's got what you want
what you need
so i adore her
for giving you what i couldn't
i appreciate her honesty
she's really so sweet
it hurts
to see the two of you together
knowing that i'm not enough
but still
i can't walk away
can't cut you out of my life
i need you
a friend
no less
maybe more
just as long as you're around
i know i'm okay
i can't lose you
and i've give up anything
to make sure you stay put
in my life