Last updated entry 42 weeks ago.
I felt compelled to write today. I'm sitting at a ridiculously messy desk at work, that I should be cleaning. But I won't.
I work for a dance company now with a ton of really skinny ballet types. To say the least, its a demanding job with not a whole lot to take to the bank at the end of the week.
I went a year without a license because I made a really stupid decision last summer. I got it back just recently, after classes and 8 weeks of therapy. The therapy consisted of me sitting on a couch reading from a book for a half hour about women and alcohol.
I rear ended a honda element yesterday coming off exit 6 going like 25. I was on the phone at the time and I was driving barefoot. The fire department, emts, and police showed up. A bit much, but the woman I hit was obviously a drama queen. In the report it says she is suffering from a "sore neck". Yup.
My hair is black now. People from my past will walk by me and not even stop, its so different.
I've started spending more time with my friends from the summer after senior year and I like it. Just the talk of old memories could keep our friendship afloat.
My crazy father is out of the house. My mom is happy and so is the rest of the family. He keeps getting put in jail and calling me to help him. But the truth is, you can only help someone so much. It still kills me that when it comes right down to it, he has absolutely nothing to live for.
I am at the tail end of a really bizarre but comfortable relationship with someone that I thought I could never see myself with. He was sweet and he would give me just about anything I wanted. I like playing house and all, but I'm far too independant for him. Its a sad situation. But Im not crying about it.
Summer consisted of friends turning 21, concerts, boston trips, good drunks, and the end of a 6 month limbo with someone. Overall things aren't great, but they are alright. And I can deal with alright.
I work for a dance company now with a ton of really skinny ballet types. To say the least, its a demanding job with not a whole lot to take to the bank at the end of the week.
I went a year without a license because I made a really stupid decision last summer. I got it back just recently, after classes and 8 weeks of therapy. The therapy consisted of me sitting on a couch reading from a book for a half hour about women and alcohol.
I rear ended a honda element yesterday coming off exit 6 going like 25. I was on the phone at the time and I was driving barefoot. The fire department, emts, and police showed up. A bit much, but the woman I hit was obviously a drama queen. In the report it says she is suffering from a "sore neck". Yup.
My hair is black now. People from my past will walk by me and not even stop, its so different.
I've started spending more time with my friends from the summer after senior year and I like it. Just the talk of old memories could keep our friendship afloat.
My crazy father is out of the house. My mom is happy and so is the rest of the family. He keeps getting put in jail and calling me to help him. But the truth is, you can only help someone so much. It still kills me that when it comes right down to it, he has absolutely nothing to live for.
I am at the tail end of a really bizarre but comfortable relationship with someone that I thought I could never see myself with. He was sweet and he would give me just about anything I wanted. I like playing house and all, but I'm far too independant for him. Its a sad situation. But Im not crying about it.
Summer consisted of friends turning 21, concerts, boston trips, good drunks, and the end of a 6 month limbo with someone. Overall things aren't great, but they are alright. And I can deal with alright.