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I've recently decided that I will keep a lot more things to myself. I'm not obligated to tell anyone anything, really. I've realized that I can get riled up about things that won't matter after I take a ride on my bike and decide to forget about it. I've gotten through a lot of things on my own in the last 6 months, OWI, jail, breakdowns, breakups, move outs, selfish friends, to name a few headliners.
After everything, I just don't think I'll ever feel as if I'm getting the whole story. I'll never know what's really going on. I think it's easier to just admit that you are in dark instead of thinking that everything is out on the table. Nothing will ever be completely clear. Whenever I become comfortable, I'm always shown otherwise. It's a formula I've grown accustomed to. Security = Trouble. Always.
I've got to learn to keep things for myself sometimes. I can't always be the one with everything to lose. I had a fortune in a cookie that said "Someone thinks you are wonderfully mysterious".
Seriously. What a joke.
Dear Kevin, I'm borrowing this video.
After everything, I just don't think I'll ever feel as if I'm getting the whole story. I'll never know what's really going on. I think it's easier to just admit that you are in dark instead of thinking that everything is out on the table. Nothing will ever be completely clear. Whenever I become comfortable, I'm always shown otherwise. It's a formula I've grown accustomed to. Security = Trouble. Always.
I've got to learn to keep things for myself sometimes. I can't always be the one with everything to lose. I had a fortune in a cookie that said "Someone thinks you are wonderfully mysterious".
Seriously. What a joke.
Click to viewDear Kevin, I'm borrowing this video.