Sorry about the heart spilling
Sometimes,a totally random person will just walk into your life and sweep you off your feet.I have a problem when this happens.I never give anyone a chance,and I hate that about me.This guy is such a sweetheart to me.He'd do anything just to make me happy,but I can't make myself want to be with him.I hope this changes with time,but I'm just a skeptical person.Ever since Patrick,I trust no guys.I know he doesn't care and whatnot,but he has made a huge impact on my life and how I feel about boys and relationships.He hasn't taught me just negative things.It hurts now,but I also learned to tell people how I feel right when I feel it or else it'll be too late,and feelings won't mean as much to the other person.I waited too long with him.Because of that,I lost him in the end.Him and Em are the only guys I have ever loved and who have loved me back...and they were the only ones who have ever hurt me like they did.Neither one of them care now,and I'm over it,but I wish things hadn't been like they were.Maybe it'd make it easier for me to trust guys and relationships now.I just really want a boyfriend,but in all honestly-I'm terrified.
someone tell me why I am so damn picky when I know what I want...actually,I think I know what I want but aren't sure as to who can fulfill it
someone tell me why I am so damn picky when I know what I want...actually,I think I know what I want but aren't sure as to who can fulfill it