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Disney and Pixar’s “Inside Out 2” returns to the mind of newly minted teenager Riley just as headquarters is undergoing a sudden demolition to make room for something entirely unexpected: new Emotions! Joy, Sadness, Anger, Fear and Disgust, who’ve long been running a successful operation by all accounts, aren’t sure how to feel when Anxiety shows
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Talking of anxiety, I went for my check up at the psych clinic today. Got given rivotril for my anxiety because it's just been running rampant for too damn long now. I'm still trying to make peace with the fact that my anxiety makes me act out even when I'm in public, noticeably so. People probably look at me and think something is wrong with me.
Also got diagnosed with PTSD today. YAY! Keep adding the shit to my plate. I had suspected that I had PTSD for a few months now, but I kept dismissing it because it's such a serious thing. I guess I didn't want to admit just how bad things were, even though I knew that having lived the life I have, you have no choice but to end up fucked in the head.
Anyway, the psychiatrist I spoke to was really good and took her time with me. She left a good impression. I now need to formulate a plan to address how I'm going to cope in a healthy way with all my psych issues. Seeing my new psychologist on Monday. I quite my old one as I just don't think he was noticing the obvious and maybe also I was holding back on him after he went AWOL for 6 weeks and I had to keep myself together without help. It just put me back to when I was a child having to cope with traumatic bullshit all on my own. So yeah. I'm one session in with this new one and she is already so different from my previous one. I hope things go well.
Sorry for the essay.
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