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A post shared by Channel 8 (@britneyspears) Are we gonna say it was hard being my sister ???? Hmmmmmmmmmmm …. really ??? Well this was my spa plan at Vegas as my childhood friends had their heads held high with a seat for toes and nails and a bottle of champagne for each one of them while I STOOD AT THE DOOR 🚪 not allowed to go in …. but bet ur bottom dollar they be gotten their entertainment from me that night !!!!! I’ve learned from the BEST … do we dare set aside our SELF CARE AND ACKNOWLEDGE a childhood friend ???? WHY no !!!! We teach her the MEANING OF MEAN and then throw her away in the end with no self rights !!!! You want me to share it on Telly ??? I’d rather spit in their faces and trash them on Instagram cause that’s all my family has ever been to me !!!! Pssss here are pics of what nerve damage can do … which I have right side of my body and goes numb every night !!! Not a victim story or crying about it because I was never a big deal … I sat in a chair for 10 hours a day and no rights for 4 months !!! They hurt me and nothing was done except that I lost 15 years of my life with my family owning my name … subjected to being an angel while my dad has 5 women on his tour bus drinking that cup of coffee … so cool and smooth it must have been nice owning my name for 15 years … it honestly blows my mind the hardships you say you have had with having me as your sister … I’m sorry you feel that way but don’t ever poke at my broken foot in a kitchen telling me to go to the doctor because my foot infection might infect your royal children !!!
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A post shared by Channel 8 (@britneyspears) For a woman whose name was stolen by her family after 15 years and was told what to do and was extremely punished if I spoke up as a woman to be BORN 😈 😈 😈 … How do I begin to find my NEW hands and legs every day ??? I realize over and over again I'm not owned by my family !!! I try to find meaning in every movement I make daily !!! I hold the test of time when I finally breathe in and am not shaken scared … demoralized… or humiliated as I find my body !!! I find my name and it's not a threat … IT’S MY SIN IN WEAKNESS TO BE VULNERABLE AND HUMAN !!! I listen to the child within … only the child knows !!! I have nerve damage on the side of my body … my hand goes numb when I sleep !!! It shoots to my head and it hurts deeply !!! I sleep a lot because of the pain. God is the one and only cure PERIOD !!! This is not a victim story yet but it’s definitely a heart-wrenching and humbling way to share tears and complain for hours and hours FOR CAMERAS supporting you which I never had. I know I seem to make my Instagram picture perfect like the lovely Reese Witherspoon but it honestly helps my mental health … there are things people don't know and I've never shared because it's sad as fuck and embarrassing !!! It makes it worse when I share because people ask more questions like my mom !!! AS IF SHE DOESN’T KNOW !!! What the fuck do you think Beyoncé’s mom would do if they did that to her daughter ??? She would look at them like they have lost there fucking minds … THAT’S IT !!! My name hasn't been here in 15 years … I want people to know what's up and hey we are gonna go LOW ?? I’M REAL GOOD AT GETTING DOWN !!!
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A post shared by Channel 8 (@britneyspears) Hey I've played the game and I will continue to do my thing because I CAN !!! I think we all know by now my life hasn't been picture perfect and never was but damn it helps to think my life could be picture perfect !!! I only show the good moments on Instagram because it helps my mental stability !!! It's so heart wrenching and humbling to complain and complain for hours FOR CAMERAS supporting you with I never had !!! If I don't want to share those moments ever again then so be it !!! Honestly kiss my mother fucking ass !!! People don't know I sleep for days sometimes because of the pain but then I guess God whispers in my ears to give me strength and then I rise !!! I express myself and send my message and find my core !!! To stay hungry … to live and … to let go !!! Prayers to every single one of you !!!
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