May 12, 2004 14:32
ack! where have i been???????
finals are killing me, and i have to admit, i have been a little distracted lately. i met someone. :o)!!!!!!!!!
i know its silly but he makes me a little excited! it was so silly the way we met too. lets see...... i was in the cafeteria, and he working there. my immediate thought was 'what a hunk' but i usually brush those thoughts aside with 'i have better things to concentrate on' but speaking to someone lately has made me realize that perhaps i am missing out on opportunities that pass me by everyday. so, i decided to talk to him. i was so scared. i honestly didnt know what to say. go figure that 'hi' was a good enough responce. lol. well i stayed there next to him for half an hour as he rung up other students. thank goodness all i got was an apple and a water. lol.
well we've been talking all week. aaron and i have even gotten lunch together. i know its new, but this little change has made me happy. i dont think i was being fair to myself by not letting anyone fil the void i've had. but this is...... well.... nice.
so thank you. you know who you are. ;)