W H Y ?
So, I have tons of things to say, to vent, to share, etc, but the thing is that many of them are just boring stuffs. I'll start with saying one of biggest shock in my life. This thing happened like... what... last week... when I received the news that my friend will become an appa. He is barely 18 and now, he will be getting married on Feb... So the adventure happened like 3 months ago, and we, my classmates and I, just found out THAT in this year... I'm happy that everything is okay, I just hope he will pass through those hard times when the time COMES.
I seriously need to relax, think about my life in a positive way. WHY? I don't know if i'm in depression, but I feel like down lately. I don't feel like doing any hw, or copy in the class, or even pay attention. I just thought of things that I wouldn't like to do, and now, I just want to do it. idk why. Sometimes I want to cry, or everyday, likely. I just can't... I don't want... I just.. want to sleep and never wake up.
AND ALL the sadness is probably the effect of that boy. I used to have a crush on that boy, but that boy just doesn't seem to see me, like he can see me, but not my soul I guess. You know what, I give up on that boy, he just not worth it. He can go out with girls that are like 2 or 3 years less than him. let him enjoy his life. I'll search for another guy who can love me and all that stuffs. oh oh, and that guy is stupid, moron, SUPER MORON, naive, etc. He doesn't talk to me unless I talk to him. That's why I start the convo with him, not him to me. D: what did I do to deserve this?
I want suju to be together, 13elieve~
I just watched Oh! mv, the dance steps aren't that catchy as gee or wish.
That's all I can say... fml. lol, jk. xD