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I rarely write my feelings out anymore. Well. Type actually, but I am in the mood to do just that right now. So. I don't know where to start. There is so much going on in my life and so many things always going through my mind. I realize now that a majourity of the people that I talk to do not even go to my school. My friends at school have been the whole reason I stayed in this shit-hole. That and band. I'm not even in band this semester. My most recent relationship was hard. There were a lot of secrets and it hurts. That makes just one more guy that cheated on me. Thankfully, though. There is this guy who came into my life just when things in my relationship was getting really bad and held me together. Made sure I was okay, didn't do anything stupid, tried to keep me happy, and in the end, I now like. He's pretty great. I know that we may seem different, but we're realy not. We have a lot of similarities. he's sweet and kind, and like me for who I am. We want to date, but I need time to get some things right and get over what happened between Brandon and I. The best part about it is that he'll wait for me. Another thing I think about a lot is family. In November I FINALLY got to move back in, but recently, I had to basically move back in with my grandparents because of school. It's so hard. My cousin, Sheena, and her baby, Rylee, get to be there and I can't because of school. At the start of April though, we should be moved into our new house down here in Warren. I'm so excited for that. MY ROOM IS GOING TO BE PURPLE! :D I got to pick it out and everything. Errr, I miss Harley. I can't wait until I go home to my parents house tonight and stay the weekend there. I wish I had the concentration and patience to continue typing, but I do not. Maybe I will again sometime soon?