Oct 27, 2008 00:49
i feel like i have very little to look forward to. i think i would like to leave everything i know and move to a small town, or somewhere with less sirens, less artificial light, less cars, less people i don't want to be around and less people i never want to see again, less concrete. more raw nature, more sincerity, i'd like to see the stars and the ocean every day. i'd like to have a good friend who can reciprocate the nice things i do and listen when i talk to them. i'd like to be important to someone. i'd like to not have to travel an hour to anything i want to go to.
i walked home yesterday after work at 1:30am. it took me about an hour and 15 minutes. i found a bag of bread, some shoes, and a flower the size of my face.