SCARED???

Sep 28, 2010 22:33

Title: SCARED (One-shot)
Pairing: TegoMass
Genre: Fluff
Rating: PG

Summary: How does one boy feel at losing the mischievous boy he loves?

A/N:  This goes to my wonderful friends.  YES, I'M STILL ALIVE. You guys have been missed and i'm sorry it took me ages to post, life caught up with me and between my responsibilities and work, i just didn't have enough time to spend a few with LJ. But I digress, I LOVE YOU STILL MY LOVELIES and I hope you will look kindly and nicely into this oneshot fic.

Hmm, still here? Well, what are you waiting for? Read on....hope you likey!!!

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SCARED

Not a lot of thing scares you…. well except maybe spiders or bugs or some other crawly thingies that make you jump out of your skin and shiver with dread and then you cower and cringe as you lose your pallor. No, they don’t exactly scare you, well for a short period maybe, then you forget all about it as you see him beam up and flashes you a toothy grin that makes him “oh so perfect” and “goddamn beautiful” in your eyes, especially when his eyes light up in mischievous glint as he plays that prank on you. It was after all, only a prank, right? When he said “Hey there’s a bug behind you” as he screeched on his “oh so melodious voice” while looking above your head which was on the act of leaning on the wall behind you as you zone out and stare at him and thinks to yourself “how did I get so lucky?”

Your eyes widen at that of course, as his voice reaches your ears. Suddenly, you wake up from your reverie and you bolt up, face pale, look behind you to check. Then at the corner of your eye, you see him bend over, hand on his mouth, shoulders shaking as he tries to contain his laughter. Yes, riiiight, just another prank, after all, how the hell can a bug get inside? You pout, sit right back down, arms over your chest, eyes never leaving the beautiful sight before you as he pants and recovers from his feats of silent laughter.  You stay silent, cock your head a bit to the side then smile, eyes staring at him. Then he blushes, “so cutely”. Still you stare at him, waiting, then he stares right back at you. You hold that gaze.

He fidgets, well, not exactly, just his hands playing with each other for a few seconds then they drop down on each side and when he couldn’t hold your gaze anymore, he blushes again then strides over, sits down right beside you on the couch, pecks you on the cheek and whispers “Gomen' You smile, wrap your arm around his shoulders, he snuggles closer and rests his head on the crook of your neck, your fingers run over his smooth hair (despite the fact that there are spikes running loose, because the wig he wore earlier at the concert had messed up his hair) your head cocks a bit to the side and you inhale the sweet aroma of “strawberry”, his shampoo’s “flavor of the month”. And then you whisper “Daijobou, koi.”

After minutes of silence, he raises his head a bit to look at you. Again, your gazes lock, you tip his chin and he closes his eyes as you dip your head and place a chaste kiss on his sweet lips, glazed with cherry flavored lipgloss, another flavor of the month.

He beams at you after the kiss then lies down, his head resting on your lap. Your hand plays with his hair again as your eyes snake over his “small frame” the “pleated skirt” he wore towards the end of your group’s concert adorning his hips and revealing smooth pale thighs.  You smirk as you remember him whispering on your ears earlier “I Love You” that you practically stammered as you sang.. Didn’t your hands snake around his waist then? Oh yes it did, you remember his head crooking at your neck then, right? And then the fans screamed and squealed.  Did they see the blush creeping at your face then? Nah, it was dark and you were up above. Although that scene did get a close-up but, oh well, whatever, the fans can take it the way they want, right? And besides, you covered that up with your beaming smile.

As his eyes closes while your fingers comb through his hair, you wonder what life would be without his presence in it, mischief and all. After all, it was one of his qualities that endeared him to you, right? Because behind the mischief, on and off cam, lurks something deeper. It’s all in his touch, in his eyes as he looks at you, in the way his mouth curves as he smiles at you, in his pout as he begs you silently for a kiss. In the puppy dog eyes as he silently requests for a hug. In the way he loves you that makes you love him back. And if it’s at all possible, you’ll love him beyond forever, beyond eternity. Because that’s what really scares you the most, right? Not the bugs, not the spiders, not the crawly little thingies, because you always get over them. Nobody dies from them anyway, except maybe when you get bitten by any of them and that damn little thing happens to be venomous.

But you’ll never get over losing him. Kami, even the thought of it makes you weak inside that it scares the hell out of you. In fact, you know you wouldn’t want to live through life if you lose him. He is after all, your light into darkness, the smile into your tears, the very essence of your being.  The best you can do is pray that fate and God and whatever higher deity there is, give you both longer than eternity to share and bask in that love you’ve been blessed and gifted with.  You shiver then shake your head. You try to blink back the tears that threatened to well up your eyes. See, just the thought of losing him makes you cry already. A tear managed to break through however and it fell right down on his cheek.



He brings up his hand to his cheek and opens his eyes. He asks softly, “Massu, what’s wrong?” You just flash him with that smile you’re famous for and simply say, “I love you Tegoshi. I love you with all of me. Aishiteru, koi.”

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so whatcha think? like it? hate it? sorry it's short. and it was very random actually. I just thought i'd write something. oh well, i'll do better next time. sorry if there are any errors, i'll come back to check it out later. missed you guys :D

oneshot, tegomass

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