Jul 11, 2006 17:55
sometimes i question the friendships i have with people. i feel like half of them could care less about me, some of them compete with me, some of them use me and some of them find me annoying or talk mad shit something. it gets me kinda down but then i think of like brian, mike, percylla, amber, mandy, pk, cami, chris, and others and i realize how much i just love them. basically, im paranoid. haha
today i woke up, watched a little bit of garden state, got a call from landon who said he had a bowl waiting for me to cheer me up even though i think he was just bored at mandys and wanted some company, haha, hung out with him and mandy and watched animal planet, went to look at a house, and went job searching. it sucked though. i got one application to a pet store but once again, as i was filling it out, it said something about a drug test. tomorrow, me and rose are getting up early to go to the vet place and talk to them. if that doesnt work out, im gonna go to the Y cuz i think they need some help too. if anyone knows anywhere thats hiring, let me know please cuz if im gonna move into the house anytime soon, i need a fucking job. so please, help a sista out.
all day i kept scratching my nose and accidently bumping my peircing cuz i forget i have it. im real paranoid about that too.
i talked to brandon today which was good cuz i love him and miss him. i talked to michelle the other day too, that was also exciting
i wish i was steven irwins daughter
when my parents get back, we are having a big ass yard sale cuz i need to get rid of all my shit. so i'll keep that updated for anyone who wants my shit