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so im a little drained. im moving this friday. the keys in my hand to finalize a huge change in my life. a lot of things have been moving forward instead of backwards which is a regular setting for me. things that would normally really scare me have set me on a path of confidence. i think that im actually not thinking first and instead doing full force. thats all i ever do is think everything through too much. my whole life has consisted in over analyzing everything and im through man. it feels good just to jump into something. everything has been rearanged in my life now. relationships demolished, friendships in the unexpected, losses you wish you didnt count, family mending itself, moving forward fast... and i feel fucking good