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i'm sooooooooo tired of these same things
i never want to drink again. i say that everytime. i mean it everytime too, i just never follow through. i hate lying to my parents and going behind their back and even lying to sarah's parents. i hate lying. i am terrible at it. i hate the morning after thing. when you roll out of bed and feel like shit.. yeah.
i am just like fuck it i got less than a month left i am gonna have funn. i am not going to be brought down. i am going to remain happy and continue having a fun summer.
i won't be able to go see daniel :( not this summer, anyway. i will as soon as i can though. i need him especially right now :(
my hair is really short. i hated it yesterday but i like it now bc it's greasy. it's like chin-length. weird.
i think there really is balance to everything. i'm borderline genius but i suffer through things that are not normal. my brain is like imbalanced or something. i'm insane... i would do anything to feel normal for once. i would rather be average than crazy. i hate when people complain about themselves nonstop but i find myself doing it more all the time. poor me.
myyyy life is about to change. i can't wait to prove everyone who doubts me wrong. watch. i am going to show everyone who had any doubt about this navy thing. you'll be amazed. i can't wait to show everyone how wrong they were when they had any doubts about my joining.
though i must clear up that while that is a great incentive, it's not the sole reason i am doing this. it's about ME and MY LIFE.. it's got nothing to do with everyone else.. but fucking doubt me all you want and i'm gonna prove you wrong. this is very broad and not directed to anyone in particular.
i smell bad because i was in a lake last night in the same clothes that i am currently wearing. i really like my hair.
there's nowhere but onward and upward from here.
i never want to drink again. i say that everytime. i mean it everytime too, i just never follow through. i hate lying to my parents and going behind their back and even lying to sarah's parents. i hate lying. i am terrible at it. i hate the morning after thing. when you roll out of bed and feel like shit.. yeah.
i am just like fuck it i got less than a month left i am gonna have funn. i am not going to be brought down. i am going to remain happy and continue having a fun summer.
i won't be able to go see daniel :( not this summer, anyway. i will as soon as i can though. i need him especially right now :(
my hair is really short. i hated it yesterday but i like it now bc it's greasy. it's like chin-length. weird.
i think there really is balance to everything. i'm borderline genius but i suffer through things that are not normal. my brain is like imbalanced or something. i'm insane... i would do anything to feel normal for once. i would rather be average than crazy. i hate when people complain about themselves nonstop but i find myself doing it more all the time. poor me.
myyyy life is about to change. i can't wait to prove everyone who doubts me wrong. watch. i am going to show everyone who had any doubt about this navy thing. you'll be amazed. i can't wait to show everyone how wrong they were when they had any doubts about my joining.
though i must clear up that while that is a great incentive, it's not the sole reason i am doing this. it's about ME and MY LIFE.. it's got nothing to do with everyone else.. but fucking doubt me all you want and i'm gonna prove you wrong. this is very broad and not directed to anyone in particular.
i smell bad because i was in a lake last night in the same clothes that i am currently wearing. i really like my hair.
there's nowhere but onward and upward from here.