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blah,
so yeah yesterday was the first day back to school.
i was horriable!!! i wasn't even the building for 5 minutes yet and i got made fun of. :[
not cool at all. then lunch sucked; i usually eat upstairs with my science teacher but she wasn't there.
i was supose to go home with Rachel but i just wasn't in the mood so i came home and talked to Jake.
that got me in a lot better mood. well about today. horriable once again.
i'm always left out;made fun of;or laughed at. i can't walk down the halls without someone staring at me weird or calling me names. i HATE it!! i wanna try and avoide school as much as i can tomorrow. in spanish i start crying but luckly we were watching a movie so no one noticed. then i just fell asleep for the rest of the period.
i think i might fun away i'm not sure yet though.i'd have no where to go though. i wanna move in PA in Jakes neighborhood. i'd be in heaven there. i just can't wait til highschool so that everyone won't be as disaproving of me and a lot less immature. but spring is here and its warm. i hope it stays that way because i hate the cold. well bye <3
so yeah yesterday was the first day back to school.
i was horriable!!! i wasn't even the building for 5 minutes yet and i got made fun of. :[
not cool at all. then lunch sucked; i usually eat upstairs with my science teacher but she wasn't there.
i was supose to go home with Rachel but i just wasn't in the mood so i came home and talked to Jake.
that got me in a lot better mood. well about today. horriable once again.
i'm always left out;made fun of;or laughed at. i can't walk down the halls without someone staring at me weird or calling me names. i HATE it!! i wanna try and avoide school as much as i can tomorrow. in spanish i start crying but luckly we were watching a movie so no one noticed. then i just fell asleep for the rest of the period.
i think i might fun away i'm not sure yet though.i'd have no where to go though. i wanna move in PA in Jakes neighborhood. i'd be in heaven there. i just can't wait til highschool so that everyone won't be as disaproving of me and a lot less immature. but spring is here and its warm. i hope it stays that way because i hate the cold. well bye <3