Oh Help
I just founf out today that my loan request for $25,000 had been rejected.
I'm Fucked.
on the brighter side, my first loan request for $2625 dollars had been granted, and will be waiting for me upon my arrival in Guildford. That is... if i can even GO to Guildford. But, it IS still good news. All i need now is $22,375.
With only three weeks left in the states to figure out my financial situation, and with only one week left to pay my tuition, this may seem like the perfect time for despair for young Seong Park. But nooo. NOOOO NOOO NOOO
See, this is just my style. I guess I'm perty damn spoiled in this aspect, but i always get myself stuck in a jam with no way out. Always seem to find myself cornered with the walls closing in, but somehow, just somehow, i pray and admit that I'm a big shithead, and that I'm weak, and that I can't do anything by myself, and G-d always comes in with his fishing hook, and reels me in and out of my own mess. Sure, the hook hurts ALOT, and sure my self-pride is pretty shot, but it's by this faith alone, my friends, that I've come this far. And this sho ain't far enough for Seong Park, no siree.
There's plenty of companies and banks out there and ONE of them HAS to give me a loan. I'm going to bloody England Dammit! And I'm going to study Musical Theatre for three years with the best in the world, and I'm gunna come back TALENTED, and nothing! no loans, no financial difficulties, no unsupportive friends, no haters who've said I'd never do it, no lack of talent, no professionally trained competitive schoolmates, no doubts, no tears will EVER get in my way.
But I sho as hell wont be doing any of this alone. If anyone who gives a damn reads this, please pray for me. And if you don't pray, just send some positive thoughts my way. I asked for everyone's help getting IN to this school, and by the glory of G-d, and by the prayers of loved ones, i got in. Now I need help actually getting TO this place. Just please invest a kind thought my way, and I know I'll get through this. And if I'm shot down, at least I'll know everyone's support will break my fall...
that, and I'm planning on moving back to Korea.
I'm Fucked.
on the brighter side, my first loan request for $2625 dollars had been granted, and will be waiting for me upon my arrival in Guildford. That is... if i can even GO to Guildford. But, it IS still good news. All i need now is $22,375.
With only three weeks left in the states to figure out my financial situation, and with only one week left to pay my tuition, this may seem like the perfect time for despair for young Seong Park. But nooo. NOOOO NOOO NOOO
See, this is just my style. I guess I'm perty damn spoiled in this aspect, but i always get myself stuck in a jam with no way out. Always seem to find myself cornered with the walls closing in, but somehow, just somehow, i pray and admit that I'm a big shithead, and that I'm weak, and that I can't do anything by myself, and G-d always comes in with his fishing hook, and reels me in and out of my own mess. Sure, the hook hurts ALOT, and sure my self-pride is pretty shot, but it's by this faith alone, my friends, that I've come this far. And this sho ain't far enough for Seong Park, no siree.
There's plenty of companies and banks out there and ONE of them HAS to give me a loan. I'm going to bloody England Dammit! And I'm going to study Musical Theatre for three years with the best in the world, and I'm gunna come back TALENTED, and nothing! no loans, no financial difficulties, no unsupportive friends, no haters who've said I'd never do it, no lack of talent, no professionally trained competitive schoolmates, no doubts, no tears will EVER get in my way.
But I sho as hell wont be doing any of this alone. If anyone who gives a damn reads this, please pray for me. And if you don't pray, just send some positive thoughts my way. I asked for everyone's help getting IN to this school, and by the glory of G-d, and by the prayers of loved ones, i got in. Now I need help actually getting TO this place. Just please invest a kind thought my way, and I know I'll get through this. And if I'm shot down, at least I'll know everyone's support will break my fall...
that, and I'm planning on moving back to Korea.