Jan 24, 2006 20:14
So i talked to my friend. well shes more than a friend. well i dont know what she is really. shes more than a friend. so we finally talked after a long time of no communication. well i guess i should mention that before that, she talked about some guy she liked. she said it was one of those guys that everyone is in love with. so i tell her not to do anything stupid. what does she do? she dates the guy. that same day he tries to go to second base. so basically hes into the hit n quit it thing. then she comes crying to me, telling me about it. well i told her that i had warned her. and i some how ruin it by making it worse.
but now we had a long conversation. we some how end up talking about how she wants a guy that likes her for her and not in it for booty. we talk and talk. well i listen like the kick ass guy that i am =]. i make her realize that she was talking about us when we were dating. i feel kinda girly, but it made me go awww cuz before she said that our "relationship" never happened, and how we should stop lying to ourself and there was no hope because we were so far away. so turns out she enjoyed every second we were together. i almost cried.
does this in anyway make me less of a man? that i can say what i actually feel. i mean she likes it. i guess thats all that matters.