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i don't know what the fuck is going on with me.
i'm caught in between a boy i'm so deeply in love with but he lives so far away. and it kills me everyday that i can't spend time with him; that all we have is the phone, and hopefully a few occassional meet-ups.
and a guy that lives so close by and that likes me a lot& i'm afraid to say that i'm starting to like him. it all jsut sucks
i'm also scared.
i keep getting sick for no reason, & i don't know why.
i keep receiving creepy e-mails
and i keep being paranoid.
i'm so grateful i have some awesome friends
cause i need to get tested for hiv.
and i need them to take me, and they are willing to.
yes, world, i need to get tested.
so lay the fuck off.
i'm caught in between a boy i'm so deeply in love with but he lives so far away. and it kills me everyday that i can't spend time with him; that all we have is the phone, and hopefully a few occassional meet-ups.
and a guy that lives so close by and that likes me a lot& i'm afraid to say that i'm starting to like him. it all jsut sucks
i'm also scared.
i keep getting sick for no reason, & i don't know why.
i keep receiving creepy e-mails
and i keep being paranoid.
i'm so grateful i have some awesome friends
cause i need to get tested for hiv.
and i need them to take me, and they are willing to.
yes, world, i need to get tested.
so lay the fuck off.