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i feel like ive lost all of my close friends.
they all got taken from me by boys or distance.
ive never been so miserable.
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EDIT
i am trying to be too much too fast.
ive never been one to be patient.
i want everything now.
i want to have loads of money.
be surrounded by friends that will never leave.
be content with life,
no worries at all.
everyday i struggle to obtain it, but i cant get my mind around the fact i am not going to for a long time. i refuse to acknowledge it, and it brings me down how i dont achieve it.
blah.
then again, im glad i did not turn out like someone.
im glad i never gave up things i stick to.
im glad im still in school. im glad i dont smoke pot. im glad i am at least trying to make something of myself.
im moving out of my current residence. life is crazy like that.
im worried the move wont make a difference in my current mind set, but we will see.
im also worried its gonna ruin a friendship. hopefully not,
i need more estrogen surrounding me.
WHEre ARE YOU GIRLS?!
they all got taken from me by boys or distance.
ive never been so miserable.
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EDIT
i am trying to be too much too fast.
ive never been one to be patient.
i want everything now.
i want to have loads of money.
be surrounded by friends that will never leave.
be content with life,
no worries at all.
everyday i struggle to obtain it, but i cant get my mind around the fact i am not going to for a long time. i refuse to acknowledge it, and it brings me down how i dont achieve it.
blah.
then again, im glad i did not turn out like someone.
im glad i never gave up things i stick to.
im glad im still in school. im glad i dont smoke pot. im glad i am at least trying to make something of myself.
im moving out of my current residence. life is crazy like that.
im worried the move wont make a difference in my current mind set, but we will see.
im also worried its gonna ruin a friendship. hopefully not,
i need more estrogen surrounding me.
WHEre ARE YOU GIRLS?!