(no subject)

[ohmy__jess]

Broken record.
I’ll fill this record with sorrowful songs
& dedicate them all to you
for every time it ever hurt,
people like the pain & I know I’m good at it.
This pause button’s stuck & nothing’s moving
The suns gone down & I’m crying to your music
(your painful songs.)
and bit by bit I’ll pick apart those lines
pulling you open at the seems to discover
(come on you’ve kept me waiting)
Just to find it’s over.
I’m shining a light but I think I’m alone
I’ve never felt so lost before
I’ve never felt so far from home.
I turn away and feel your breath on my shoulder
this can’t be perfect because now it’s over.
you’re ruining me but I’ll bet my last penny
you don’t do it on purpose
And I feel like I’m going to break
I’m on the edge tonight, cant you see me shake.
I need a song to keep the hours moving today
a sad voice to tell me it’s going to be okay.
Second by second I’ll try to forget everything you ever said.
minute by minute I’ll let another piece of you slip away
but times standing still tonight.
And I’m so close to falling over the edge
(this song it never ends)
maybe this time I’ll follow it through
it’s so unfinished, but I’m complete.
So clear with knowledge I’d never work with you
so here’s my broken record.