various updates
1)Bike update. 30 miles, some hills, slow pace because of the group. The pace made the climbs even harder.
2) Clerks 2 is a great moving. It's as funny as you would expect and then some. But more than that it's also a pretty touching movie. Sorta like Chasing Amy, but not quite. I've always liked Kevin Smith movies. They're better done and have more substance that most other things out there. Heck even Dogma does.
3) Clerks 2 also got me thinking about something else that's been in my brain lately. It was there a few days ago, it was there on the ride today, and it started getting sorted out while i drove to nowhere after the movie.
3) I've been in love 3 times. Yes, 3 which is up from my earlier claim of 2. The first time it wasn't going to work out and i beat my self up over it. We weren't right, but I just couldn't let go. The second time i was happy, but things got in the way. I've missed her, but i've managed. I don't think about it much anymore now that I'm finally OK with everything. This last one snuck up on me over time. Things were alright when we were together, but it wasn't till after we were apart for quite awhile that I realized what I missed the first time. She's more special than I could realize at the time, and I wish I knew that sooner
So for all the times I didn't tell you how much I loved your smile I'm telling you now. For walk on the beach we took the day we stopped dating i want to say thank you. Even though it was a bad time I'm still glad that I got to spend it with you. Watching a Star Wars movie in pajamas with you on your crowed bed was more fun then I ever said. I never told you how nervous I was the night we went out to the cafe. I went the day before to try the vegetarian dishes so everything could go right. I was nervous the whole time, but we had the perfect table and I loved being able to share it with you. I'm glad that you've still been willing to see me some times. I've missed you, and even though it's been awkward, I'm glad we still try. Our book swap is silly, but I'm glad we do it, pushing out a path to the Dark Tower together. When we were together I put all of my thoughts and interests ahead of you. I'm sorry. I wish that things were different, but I can't change what happened. I missed so much of who you are because of that. I was to afraid to say it then, but i don't mind it now: I love you. I don't know if it's a romantic thing, it's mostly love you have for a good friend. I'll miss you, but I'll still be around if you ever need me. :)
2) Clerks 2 is a great moving. It's as funny as you would expect and then some. But more than that it's also a pretty touching movie. Sorta like Chasing Amy, but not quite. I've always liked Kevin Smith movies. They're better done and have more substance that most other things out there. Heck even Dogma does.
3) Clerks 2 also got me thinking about something else that's been in my brain lately. It was there a few days ago, it was there on the ride today, and it started getting sorted out while i drove to nowhere after the movie.
3) I've been in love 3 times. Yes, 3 which is up from my earlier claim of 2. The first time it wasn't going to work out and i beat my self up over it. We weren't right, but I just couldn't let go. The second time i was happy, but things got in the way. I've missed her, but i've managed. I don't think about it much anymore now that I'm finally OK with everything. This last one snuck up on me over time. Things were alright when we were together, but it wasn't till after we were apart for quite awhile that I realized what I missed the first time. She's more special than I could realize at the time, and I wish I knew that sooner
So for all the times I didn't tell you how much I loved your smile I'm telling you now. For walk on the beach we took the day we stopped dating i want to say thank you. Even though it was a bad time I'm still glad that I got to spend it with you. Watching a Star Wars movie in pajamas with you on your crowed bed was more fun then I ever said. I never told you how nervous I was the night we went out to the cafe. I went the day before to try the vegetarian dishes so everything could go right. I was nervous the whole time, but we had the perfect table and I loved being able to share it with you. I'm glad that you've still been willing to see me some times. I've missed you, and even though it's been awkward, I'm glad we still try. Our book swap is silly, but I'm glad we do it, pushing out a path to the Dark Tower together. When we were together I put all of my thoughts and interests ahead of you. I'm sorry. I wish that things were different, but I can't change what happened. I missed so much of who you are because of that. I was to afraid to say it then, but i don't mind it now: I love you. I don't know if it's a romantic thing, it's mostly love you have for a good friend. I'll miss you, but I'll still be around if you ever need me. :)