tonight
tonight was pretty cool. we went to my uncles house and filled up helium balloons, wrote messages on them for my grandparents and tied them to glow sticks. after that we took some sparklers we found in my grandpas safe and lit those.
today was probably the most emotional i have been since this has all happened. when i got home my mom was on the phone with my aunt debbie. talking about some things kinda got me a lil peeved, then teary eyed, then peeved again. it was one big emotional rollercoaster, but i think it helped a lot.
after tonight it seemed a lot more real. when its really gonna set in is when horse races and football season start. i wont have anyone around here to talk football with anymore or to ask advice on betting.
time to think about getting ready for work....
today was probably the most emotional i have been since this has all happened. when i got home my mom was on the phone with my aunt debbie. talking about some things kinda got me a lil peeved, then teary eyed, then peeved again. it was one big emotional rollercoaster, but i think it helped a lot.
after tonight it seemed a lot more real. when its really gonna set in is when horse races and football season start. i wont have anyone around here to talk football with anymore or to ask advice on betting.
time to think about getting ready for work....