frustration

[ohmonkeyme]

why do i let myself be like this. honestly, after not talking for over almost 5 months i was done thinking about him. then at 2:30 in the morning he calls (higher than a kite, but thats not the point) and after we were done talking i could get to sleep because he was all i could think about. god damnit. this always happens. the only guy it hasnt happened with was nick, he can go fuck himself for all i care. but no. for some reason doug just isnt getting out of my head.

im gonna go let out my frustration on my math that i have to do, then head over to steve and lisa's to watch the game.