i just threw my phone at the wall

[ohmolly]

i wish you understood me.
i wish i felt like i could be all of myself with you.
i wish you didn't measure me by all of the wrong standards.
i wish you valued in me the same things i value in myself.
i wish you didn't base every interaction you have with people on unmet expectations.
i wish you could tell when i'm being sincere and acknowledge it.
i wish you didn't decide what every conflict is going to be about before it even arises.
i wish i wanted to call you every time something nice or sad or frustrating happens.
i wish you took my relationships with others seriously.
i wish you could accept my personality flaws instead of using them against me.
i wish you didn't revel in other people's guilt.
i wish you actually wanted to hear about things that are important to me.
i wish you could understand the things i'm not saying.
i wish i felt more like your equal.