I'm not back. Update of rl
As title says, I'm not back. Just here to let everyone know that I am still willing to become active... but I won't write -- can't write. Why? Not because I lost confidence, but that I don't give myself enough time in the day to write anymore (despite, atm, taking a novel writing class -_-). I play too much video games and writing is the last thing on my mind next to homework. Also, I spend a lot of my time with my pets (bought them all last year): 2 guinea pigs and a dog.
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like srsly, look at what I do with my spare time -_-
Anyway, I'm still not active in the Arashi fanbase anymore. I want to go back, but I don't know how to anymore and don't remember how to. Surprisingly, I still love listening to Arashi but I'm like a detached fan now. Well, I did buy their Are You Happy album, but I realized I wasn't as excited as I was before. I just like their songs atm just because it still gives me some feelings, but it doesn't give me the same excitement it used to give me 2 years ago. I was listening to their songs a while ago and I used to know the lyrics by heart, but now I'm just like klajsdklasdsansadnjsa. Ugh, I'm a mess literally, mentally and physically. I'm not the same as I was 3 years ago.
But if I can fight off the addiction I have towards video games, I can possibly get myself to start writing again. And possibly start my love for Arashi again. And possibly make myself have feelings again in order for these to happen (LOL).
Seriously, though, Overwatch, Pokemoon Moon and Zelda BOTW is so addicting I can't put them down, stop thinking of it, and I even have dreams of it FFS (LMAO).
I need help XD.
For now, I think I should take down some stories that I wrote and revamp them? Like I Have Seen and Felt Love, Chobits, and many more (too lazy to even name them anymore). Yeah, I think I'll do that.
[get ready for the spam pics]
like srsly, look at what I do with my spare time -_-
Anyway, I'm still not active in the Arashi fanbase anymore. I want to go back, but I don't know how to anymore and don't remember how to. Surprisingly, I still love listening to Arashi but I'm like a detached fan now. Well, I did buy their Are You Happy album, but I realized I wasn't as excited as I was before. I just like their songs atm just because it still gives me some feelings, but it doesn't give me the same excitement it used to give me 2 years ago. I was listening to their songs a while ago and I used to know the lyrics by heart, but now I'm just like klajsdklasdsansadnjsa. Ugh, I'm a mess literally, mentally and physically. I'm not the same as I was 3 years ago.
But if I can fight off the addiction I have towards video games, I can possibly get myself to start writing again. And possibly start my love for Arashi again. And possibly make myself have feelings again in order for these to happen (LOL).
Seriously, though, Overwatch, Pokemoon Moon and Zelda BOTW is so addicting I can't put them down, stop thinking of it, and I even have dreams of it FFS (LMAO).
I need help XD.
For now, I think I should take down some stories that I wrote and revamp them? Like I Have Seen and Felt Love, Chobits, and many more (too lazy to even name them anymore). Yeah, I think I'll do that.