Where have you been?!
The past two years, I was on and off about writing. Well, those past two years I strayed away from writing because I was distracted with being in a relationship... both of which failed miserably. Anyway, a lot has changed. So much that it still depresses me to this day...
I lost my confidence in writing. Every time I try to pick up a pen to write or log on to Google Drive to write, nothing comes out. But lately, I have been trying to write again and even enrolled in a creative writing class in the community college I am attending.
But worst of all, this year I had stopped listening to Arashi. Well, I do try to listen to their new songs and try to get updated, but I haven't involved Arashi in my life this year at all. When I became depressed, immersed myself in listening to rock to find myself because I lost myself the beginning of this year from a toxic relationship. The half of this year, I actually spent it listening only to jrock and nothing more. Even the song Unravel by TK from Ling Tosite Sugire reflected how I felt this year (look up the lyrics and you'll see what I mean).
Anyway, I did buy Arashi's new album coming out this fall and I am looking forward to it because I still do love being in the Arashi fandom.
But on a good note, I finally got to go to my concert last year! Right after my bday, which was on the 21st, I was able to attend a concert in which One Ok Rock opened. OMFG they are so much better in person and Taka is around my height. And Toru was so fine omfg. I can't believe I got so close to them... but I didn't get to take a picture with any of the band members! I will try to attend another one of their concerts and hopefully snap a pic with each of the band members. If you wanna see proof, it's in my instagram @jadeyeyeyey.
I'll try to get back into it by next year as a new revamped me and hopefully, more happier and able to write.
I lost my confidence in writing. Every time I try to pick up a pen to write or log on to Google Drive to write, nothing comes out. But lately, I have been trying to write again and even enrolled in a creative writing class in the community college I am attending.
But worst of all, this year I had stopped listening to Arashi. Well, I do try to listen to their new songs and try to get updated, but I haven't involved Arashi in my life this year at all. When I became depressed, immersed myself in listening to rock to find myself because I lost myself the beginning of this year from a toxic relationship. The half of this year, I actually spent it listening only to jrock and nothing more. Even the song Unravel by TK from Ling Tosite Sugire reflected how I felt this year (look up the lyrics and you'll see what I mean).
Anyway, I did buy Arashi's new album coming out this fall and I am looking forward to it because I still do love being in the Arashi fandom.
But on a good note, I finally got to go to my concert last year! Right after my bday, which was on the 21st, I was able to attend a concert in which One Ok Rock opened. OMFG they are so much better in person and Taka is around my height. And Toru was so fine omfg. I can't believe I got so close to them... but I didn't get to take a picture with any of the band members! I will try to attend another one of their concerts and hopefully snap a pic with each of the band members. If you wanna see proof, it's in my instagram @jadeyeyeyey.
I'll try to get back into it by next year as a new revamped me and hopefully, more happier and able to write.