I HAVE ALL THESE FEELINGS
SPN had all these amazing, good spoilers, and then there was awesome news about winning two PCAs... And then they got snubbed and Jared was late for a CW guys promotion and there are unhappy things mixed in with the "Eeeek, they know each other!!" moments. JARED SAID SAM NEVER LOVED CAS AND CAS NEVER LOVED SAM. Like, I get that they weren't carrying on in secret, but family, dude. This does not bode well and... Fandom makes me feel bipolar, man. On top of the world one moment...
(At least he said "Jared loves Misha." And tomorrow's episode should be amazingly uplifting for me, at least until they rip the rug out from under all of us like they always do.)